silence forever. . . .

      I didnt know who i was any more...being all alone again...and i didnt know why i was alone...

i guess it all started when a new boy came and he was just like me in every way..his hair..his eyes..and his voice...my girlfriend seen him and i knew they were friends from the start

it was math class and he said hi to me and i didnt leason to him because of my head phones, and he taped my shoulder and said hi again i said"hello" who are u?' he said Andrew , i sadi really my name is Andrew too,he said thats cool he keep asking if i had a girlfriend i didnt say anything and he was folowing me to my locker and keep asking i said yes i do for the one hunderith time  Alexis came over,she is my girlfriend,she just like me in every way, she huged me and gave me a kiss and ask me who's this? i said this is..Andrew he said, i said yea he's Andrew babe,she ask him if he had any friends and he said no, i dont like him i told Alexis, Andrew! acting mad, be nice! i said to myself that i knew they liked eachoth as soon as he meet her.....

ch2 the worse happens

                 it was about three months sinced Andrew came to school and he was really good friends with Alexis... i hated him around me even tho he had a girlfriend," ower bestfriend mia," and Andrew and all of us,me,Alexis,Mia and andrew were hanging out at school waiting for ower rides to get here and Andrew is playing with Alexis and Mia is just watching him mess with her and im just standing there leason to COD; 511,After Alexis realised i was crying she started to wonder what was wrong but i couldnt tell why so i had to make something up,"Im hurting,my belly" i said she gave me a hug and said im sorry boo, its ok i said, Andrew come behind her and jumps on her and they start to play again, the ride home was wrse, i couldnt stop crying because i knew she is gone,and she will never love me again,and a i was laying in my bead Alexis texed me sayinf"hey waz up" i didnt answer her cuz she'll think im asleep and the hole day i was sad and i didnt want to go to school ever again because of  Andrew, but i had to anyways.

ch3 the sadness fall on me all day

            When i was siting waiting for Alexis Andrew was in my spot,"i sit close to the door,theres heat by it" and he said "hey Andrew" i said"hi" and i put my earbuds in and didnt leason to him at all and waited fr Alexis to get here, A few mins later he smcks my head and said "hey dip shit what the hell is your problem??!!??" i didnt say anything back or did anything back because Alexis was coming by us."Hey you to" he said hi there buddy,i said nothig looking dark and sad and didnt want to talk to anyone there and get out of here. Alexis was asking what was wrong with me,i said"nothing"she keep asking and i finaly said "Alexis its nothing ok please stop asking ok im sorry i just dont want to talk about it ok" ok she said.  Around third perid mia came by and was crying and Alexis went after her and Andrew came by me and said "Alexis is now mine" i was going to do something but the bell rang and i had to tell mia and Alexis this. In class siting in my chair wondering if Mia is ok or not and if Alexis know's about Andrew saying that to me, My teacher yelled at me 'ANDREW!!!!!!" "what??" i said the classes laughed at me saying mean things like what a dum shit and loser, i didnt care what they said and someone threw a book at me and my head bleeding and the teacher writen me up just because i was bleeding and i whent to the nurse and she ask what happen?"i dont remenber" i said and the nurse fixed it and said ill be ok and as i was walking back to class Mia was in the hall and she still was crying i said "what was wrong?" she said" Andrew broken up with me and i really liked him to" crying really bad when she said that to me, i said im sorry he did"its ok" she said, well why did he break up with you? "he said he loves someone els" and she ran away from me crying. the bellrang and i was at my locker and Andrew came by and said hey buddy i said"fuck off u dick" he slamed my head against the locker door and i was k.o. 

Ch 4 the truth

When i came to Alexis was by my side and crying and she seen me come to and she looked so happy and gave me a hug. i looked around and i was at a hospital with my head banaged up. I ask what happend?? and Alexis said Andrew found u on the ground bleeding really bad and he called 911. i now remenber what happend he o.k.me out and she keep asking if i was ok,"yes im fine Alexis" someone knock on the door and it was Andrew i yelled at him"GET THE FUCK OUT" i was half way t his neck and Alexis grabed me and told me to quit. When i got off his neck Andrew wanted to talk to Alexis about something, i didnt know what it was but he looked serious about it,Alexis came back and Andrew was by the door looking like owns the world,lexis said"Andrew i need to tell you something.." i said what is it babe u can tell me anything" i wanted her to not say what i was thinking but she saud it anyway,"Andrew i hopw we can still be friends and ill still like you". i scramed at her telling her why, she keep saying that he's better Andrew ull understand" i yelled get out and they did,i scremed on the top of my lungs and crying saying why, why now why she go oh why...

Ch 5 the fallin 

it was about time for school to get out and Andrew and Alexis we really close to eachother, i was sad for the rest of my life i said to myself.Aleis and Andrew came by and said hi i said nothing to them they knew i was crying cuz i had dry tears on my face,Alexis said Andrew look....i know u loved me but not like Andrew he is different. it felt like my heart gotten riped out me and i died right there ,"hey babe we better go, your mom is here" as they were walikg away i ran away from the school and was in town crying and in pain i found a dark alley to sit in and cry, and a man came by and ask " hey kid are you  ok?" i got up and ran away from him and as i was running Alexis and Andrew was right in frnt of me walking they seen my tears Alexis  started running after me and i was running across the road and a truck came by and almost hit me Alexis scremed on the top of her lungs saying my name i was ok i i keep runnin away and they never saw me again.

Ch  6  the death of the loved one 

As i got home at 3:00 am my mom was screaming at me i didnt care what she said to so i went to my room, i slamed the door and cryed all night. and when i got up for school there was a note in my bag saying go die and i was at the breaking point, i did what anyone els would do at this point. my mom heard a noise im my room and she was yelling my name"Andrew??" no answer ANDREW RAY!!!!!" still no answer she was coming to my door and found me.....i was on the ground with blood on the ground and a gun next to me with my blood...i was all over the news "a young man has died of sucied " Alexis seen the news and along with everyone els at the school and th school was cancled for the rest of the day.......they made a  meermoral of me saying Slicenced forever.