Im The Girl Next Door

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When someone dies normally you would feel sad or angry, but when both of my parents died I wasn't but I wasn't emotionless I was kinda...happy. I'm not sure why I was but I was maybe it was cause they really never cared about me. That was over 2 years ago when I was 15 and everytime I think of there death I smiled a wicked smile like if I was about to pull a prank or something.

Now I live with my grandma who is the only person who cares about me and she is the only person I care for. We live in Vancouver Washington but now we are moving for some reason we are moving to on Onalaska Texas. Yay....

~~The day of the move~~
"Gran I'm ready"I yelled from my old room sense we are moving. "Okay sweetie grab the rest of your stuff and put it in the mover and then come help me with the rest of mine" she old back. I grabbed the rest of my stuff and walked out side and set my last box of stuff down and run back to help my grandma. I grabbed the rest of her stuff and carried it to the mover then closed the back door and help my grandma in the the passager seat then I ran to the other side and hopped in and started to drive to Texas.
~~later~~
"Are we there yet?" Asked my grandma for the one hundredth time I swear. "No!" I said angrily from getting annoyed. We where close but still had a good forty miles to go so I turned on the radio and found a station playing stitches by shawn mendes.

"I thought that I've been hurt before
But no one's ever left me quite this sore
Your words cut deeper than a knife
Now I need someone to breathe me back to life

Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
I'm shaking falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
I'm tripping over myself
I'm aching begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches

Just like a moth drawn to a flame
Oh you lured me in I couldn't sense the pain
Your bitter heart cold to the touch
Now I'm gonna reap what I sow
I'm left seeing red on my own

Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
I'm shaking falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
I'm tripping over myself
I'm aching begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitche" I sang as I drived.

~~five days later~~
"Gran wake up were here" I shake my grandma slightly to see her eyes fluter open."oh really" she questions looking out her window as I drive down a dirt road to somewhere in the country side of the town. I wasn't gonna lie it was beautiful, trees, animal,and I think I saw a flower Meadow in the opening of part of a forest. I'm so checking that out later. I turn of the car as i park in the drive way I look up at the House. I just stare. I could not believe my eyes it was so o-old looking big and old looking.(picture)

It was covered in vines and to me it had a french design look."g-grandma are we at the right place" I studder to get me words out and she looks at me with the happiest smile and nods. Ok..... Then I get out of the car and stretch then ask my grandma for the keys to the house cause I want to go check it out and look around and find my room as I walk off I hear my grandma yell " have any room I don't want a big one and it's a four room too plus the master which is the one I want you to have" i simply nod and continue on my way up the the house.