You know how you take so much. How you cried so much that you have no tears left. You scream so much that no sounds come out. You fight so much that you just can't anymore. And you just stop.
You know the funny thing is that no one notices. Just with the two words "I'm fine" yea i say that but instead I'm actually screaming to be saved. But no one comes. No one ever those.
Because you're broken. I'm broken. So why try to fix me when I'm bound to break you? Thats what I do, push people away for there own sake...for my own sake.
It's the best/worst feeling in the world. When you lose yourself. It's the best because you stop feeling after awhile. No one can hurt you. Its the worst because no one notices and you feel yourself pull away. You feel yourself losing you. But it doesn't matter. Those it? Because who really cares? I sure don't anymore.
I'm giving up. But don't mind me I'm just a "happy kid" yup filled with joy and Innocence. I wouldn't trade it up for the world.
But like I said
-I'm fine
