"Justin seriously I have to get this done!" I giggle trying to push him off.
"But I want your attention! I'll help you after you give me kisses and cuddles." Justin pouts in a baby voice. "Justin!" I laugh as he reaches for my homework.
"Baby." he groans and attaches his lips to my neck nibbling on it. "Babe," I frown trying to push him off. "Please, please, please, please, plea-" Justin repeats but I interrupt him. "Fine!" I stress and stand up from my desk walking over to my bed. "Yay!" Justin cheers and belly flops onto my bed. U laugh at his behavior and he gave a me a cheeky smile. "You're such a kid" I giggle running a hand through his perfectly spiked hair. "I'm not..." he defends whining. "Oh you are" I sarcastically say giggle. I kiss his cheek still running my hands through his hair. Justin closes his eyes and quitely moans. "I love it when you run your hands through my hair." Justin says with his eyes still closed. "You do?" I smile lightly scratching his scalp and he moans against. I giggle and stop, teasing him. Justin shots his eyes open and looks over at me frowning. "Why'd you stop?" Justin asks and i lean back against my wall placing a comforting pillow behind my back. Justin then scoots closer and lays his his head on my breasts whilst wrapping his arms around my waist. "Your boobs make well nice pillows" Justin says bouncing his head on them making them bounce slightly and I blush. "Justin!" I laugh pushing him off. "What? They're so big and comfy" he smiles laying his head back on them. " What? They're so small and ugly" I say looking down at him. "Are you kidding me?" Justin shrieks looking up at me. "They're big, juicy and perfect." he exclaims squeezing them making me laugh. Justin laughs along and lays back down. "Whatever " I smile running my hand through his hair resuming from before. I leg my nails pleasuring scratch his scalp and he interlocks our fingers on my other hand. Silence over came us and all I could think about was how I was so lucky to be having a second chance at live especially with Justin. "What you thinking about?" Justin asks breaking the silence. I look down at him not knowing how to answer. "Umm... you" I shyly admit and Justin squeezes my hand reassuringly. "What about me?" he asks wanting more. "H-how I'm lucky to have you..." I whisper more to myself but Juatin heard it anyways. "It's more like how I'm lucky to have you" Justin corrects and kisses each knuckle on your interlocked hands. "I love you so much Justin" I smile kissing the top if his head and tangle our legs together. "I love you more baby" Justin smiles looking up at me and reaches for my lips. Helping him along the way we share a passionate kiss before resuming our original positions. My hand was still throat his hair and our legs and fingers were still tangled. "When did Justin first hit you?" Justin asks after minutes of silence making my body tense up. I inwardly sigh not wanting to talk about it but this was going to happen sooner or later. "Why?" I gulp. "I just want to know. If we're going to be in a relationship I want no secrets." Justin answers. "After a few months of being together " I shutter not knowing what words to say. "Why did he do it?" "Because I didn't want to have sex with him..." I mumble remembering the moment. " I'm sorry. I'm making you really uncomfortable about this. I'll shut up." Justin apologizes shaking his head. "No, it's okay. You're right. If we're going to be in a relationship then I need to tell you everything " I reassure kissing the top of his head. "Okay" he rasps. "What else do you want to know?" I ask massaging his scalp. "do you have any scars of the bruising?" he asks. "I have a really small one on my back but you can't really see it unless you go close up" I shrug. "Can I see?" Justin asks. "It's a tiny hardly anything " I say. "Please?" Justin begs looking up at me. I sigh and sit up. Justin moves from my lap and I turn around taking off my t-shirt. "Is that it by your side?" he asks gently pointing it. "Yeah", I nod. Justin stays silent caressing it and suddenly I felt his plump lips place a kiss on it making me smile and I close my eyes under his touch. " I'm so sorry baby" Justin rasps and I could tell his voice was breaking catching me by surprise. "I should have never let you be with Jason" Justin says pulling me back so we were laying down together. Him behind. "Justin stop! you had a no say on it. okay? it was my choice to be with him". I comfort grabbing his hand. "I love you so much" Justin says nuzzling his head on my neck whilst caressing my naked stomach. I then felt something wet on my neck from Justin making my eyes water. "I love you too" I whisper turning around and cuddle into Justin not allowing to any space between us. Not even a piece of paper would fit. "But please stop blaming yourself " I say wiping his tears away. " I wish I could have taken that year away" Justin says avoiding contact. "Things happen for a reason" I mumble to myself but Justin heard. " But you didn't deserve that. You deserve happiness." Justin rasps cupping my face. I close under his touch and I opens them again to look at up at him and see him looking down at me lovingly. We both lean in capturing ourselves in a passionate kiss.
