I Choose Me

Tanya's pov

This past week I've been depressed no lie I just can't believe they would do this to me. All I been doing is playing Monica x why her , Sonta x you ain't shit , and Dawn Richards x Save me from you . swear thats all I listen to but. Right now I'm packing because I'm moving to Atlanta Georgia since my 2 brothers live there and i miss them I haven't told them about Diondre and latavia because they would kill them both honestly they don't give a fuck when you hurt me you hurt them that's how they look at it and that's how we was raised . while I'm singing along with Monica x why her someone knocked on the door and I just opened the door without even seeing who it was , once I opened the door I hated myself for it it was the person I hated the most right now DIONDRE .

THE FUCK YOU WANT . I yelled at him

He just walked in closed and locked the door and sat down on the couch like tf who tf do he think he is just walking in my shit .

Look I'm sorry Nya, I know I was wrong for fucking yo best friend but she threw her shit at me literately but I love you baby and I don't wanna lose you over a hoe who don't even know her baby father. He said with sorrw in his eyes I mean I knew Tavia got around I just never thought it would be with my nigga but hoes don't give a fuck .

Just go - before I could finish my sentence I was being kissed and picked up . yes I kissed back but I soon regreted it once we started getting naked

Diondre stop I said but it sounded like a moan so he kept going in and out of me no lie this shit hurted at first but then it stopped and I started ridding him and then I put my legs on his shoulders while he started going slow like he was making love to me and then I came and he came and I realized he wasn't wearing a condom

Bae you not wearing a condom I say while laying on top of him he said so he wants me to be the mother of his child he was still inside of me once we went to sleep little did he know once he woke up I would be gone to Atlanta
I mean this isn't the way I wanted to Lose my virginity but hey it's whatever I just hope I'm not pregnant man that would not be good .