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There I was. Standing on the edge. This is it. I can not do this anymore. I look down at my scarred wrists and quickly blinked away tears. I take my cardigan off and set it on the ground as well as my shoes and an enveloped letter. I grabbed my phone one last time and sent a text message addressed to the only person you had left, Liam. "I love you forever, remember that" it read, I pressed send and let out a small sob before setting it down on the ground with the rest of my things. I slowly walked to the edge and counted to 10. As I got to 7, I heard someone scream my name "ALYSIA, DON'T DO THIS!! STOP PLEASE!!" I turn around to see Liam stood there with tears gently flowing down his face. This made me sob harder and you just break down and fall onto the ground in a heap! Before you even got the chance to hit the floor, Liam had you scooped in his arms and was carrying you away from the edge and into his car. He started up the engine and he sat there silently for the whole drive home whilst you cried your heart out. Once you reached his house, he picked you up and carried you inside! He set you down on the sofa and looked you deep in the eyes. "Why?" He whispers and you could see the pain in his eyes. He was disappointed and confused you could see it. "The letter" you said between sobs. He grabbed the letter and began to read it! After about 2 minutes a tear ran down his cheek and you let out another sob knowing that if you had went through with it, he would of been suffering with noone to make him feel better! He finishes he letter and quickly engulfs you in a massive bear hug and you cry into his neck. He holds you there until you can't cry anymore tears and he pulls away and looks you in the eyes "I love you! We can get through this! Please don't ever try to leave me again? Promise?" He whispers and I stay silent before nodding and saying "I promise! I love you too" and as I said the last bit one last tear ran down my cheek. He quickly placed his lips against mine and I gently kissed back! We sat there for a couple of minutes, just kissing before he picked me up and walked up the stairs to his bedroom! He lays you down on the bed and gently kisses you again before taking off his clothes. You take your clothes off and he stands there, his mouth hanging open. You giggle and he come back to reality. He quickly comes back over to you and kisses you. The kiss was full of love as well as lust. He looks into my eyes asking whether he can continue. You smile and he positions himself before slowly entering you. You let out a small moan and he kisses your neck. He trusts slowly and gently showing me how much he loves me and how much I mean to him. This isn't the rough, casual type of sex. This is the type of sex that is liked with love and passion as well as list. He continues to thrust into me and I dig my nails into his back as I start to reach my climax. He sucks on my collarbones and then kisses my neck and then my lips. "Just a few more baby" he whispers and you nod. He thrusts get sloppier and then he says "on 3 okay?" You nod again. He continues to thrust himself into you. "3..2..1" and you both release and rid out your highs together. He roles off you and lies next to you. He pulls the duvet over you both. He slips his arm around your waist and pulls you close! "I really do love you Alysia" he whispers and plants a gentle kiss on your neck "i love you too Liam" and you slowly fall asleep together, legs and fingers intwined. It was perfect.
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