Nobody knows the struggle,
The struggle I face everyday
I walk the halls with a smile on my face
But nobody knows the true pain
Days of endless struggle,
Hours of tears, tears streaming down my face like a water fall.
Everyone says I have a lot of potential,
But nobody knows, that my worst enemy,
Is the life living inside of me.
The ever rising fear, bubbling up inside of me,
The shakes and the trembles,
The panic attacks begin.
Slowly I step into hell.
I see all those eyes beating down at me with constant judgement.
Anxiety is slowly taking over my life.
No parties, no pep-rallies, no speeches.
Scared to walk through the classroom door.
Living my life like a roller coaster, no stability.
One minute I'm fine, life is okay,
The next I'm crying, and the nightmare continues.
As I walk, demons haunt my thoughts,
Do I give up or do I keep trying?
Nobody knows that I'm hiding
Hiding from society
Burying my soul into the grave,
The grave that I wish I was in.
