Dear Diary,
Me and Dan have really hit it off we have been chatting all night it is currently (checking phone) 1:30AM and I am wide awake. I drank a whole pint of coffee and a can of red bull just so I could stay up and talk with him. The fact he's gay doesn't matter to me, but how am I going to tell him? How am I going to tell him I'm confused about my sexuality?
I guess I just need to be truthful otherwise he might get the wrong end of the stick about me! He might think I'm homophobic because of the way I act all confused! I may just tell him over a coffee tomorrow morning, but I must remember to ease into it not just burst out with it as soon as I see him. Anyway I hope if I am gay he might help me through it because it would be easier to talk to someone who has been through the same thing as me... Anyway it's getting really hot in here I might open a window, this heatwave in England is totally crazy! Nothing ever happens to England like if we see a rainbow it's the end of the world as Dan said after pudding.
P.S I think I may have a good day tomorrow if I tell Dan.
A/N These diaries will come after every chapter, by Dan or Phil or both...
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Endless Love
FanfictionLiving with Phil Lester is hard for Dan since he is gay. Dan is confused on whether or not if Phil is the right guy let alone if he's gay!
