Ano nga ba mga sinasabi mo nung binibigay mo yung mga bagay na akala mong makapag-papasaya sakin?
“jill 3 roses … you know what I mean”
“jill chocolates oh … ngiti ka naman, sa 143 store ko pa yan biniili”
“jill teddy bear for you – nakasulat na sa heart yung gusto kong iparating”
Binigyan mo pa nga ako ng 5 pages ng bondpaper at sabi mo
“it all means only 3 words” with smiley pa
Yung salitang gusting gusto mo iparating pero hindi mo masabi sakin ng deretsahan at harapan.
Sinalin mo pa sa lahat ng lenggwahe pero yung 3 word na yun hindi ko nabasa
Mahalagang araw noon, tinanong kita habang nasa park tayo, anniversary pa natin
“kyle may gusto ka bang sabihin?”
“happy anniversary babe”
You even kissed and hug me, you hold my hands until you drop me home but you didn’t dare to say that word. Just at least the initials.
Lahat ng gamit na bbinigay mo sinisigaw yun pero maski bulong na galling sayo … wala.
Kapag tinetexx mo ako ‘ingat babe <3’, ‘kain ka na <3’, ‘good morning <3/goodnight <3’, ‘ingat <3’
Ano ba talaga? Mahal mo ba ako?
Saan ba ako maghahanap ng sagot? Sa’yo o dito sa mga gamit na binigay mo?
1 month you didn’t show to me, kahit sa school, hinanap kita … wala ka
I got paranoid. Ano na ba tayo? NASAN KA NA?
And then you texted me
From: kyle i<3u
Hi babe! Where are you? Punta ka dito sa park. I miss you.
I ran out the room kahit may klase. I didn’t bother to ride tricycle kasi traffic. And there I saw you sa favorite spot natin, sa slide …. Nakahiga. Wering a bull cap and your hoodie, new style? nice. Kahit pagod na yung mga binti ko tumakbo padin ako just to reach you. I miss you.
You were so shocked to see my face with falling sweats while panting. Your worried face asking me ‘are you alright?’
I hug you … a hug that I’m longing for a month … niyakap mo din ako. Ang saya kasi kahit di mo masabi yung 3 words na yun, sa yakap mo palang dama ko na .. dama ko na mahal na mahal mo ako.
“I miss you babe … I love you”
My eyes widened, my heart skipped a beats, that word … that word I wanted to hear since the first day. You finally say it.
“I love you even more Kyle”
Dahil sa saya ko. I hug you tighter. Unang beses to … gusto kong sumabog sa tuwa. And now all my questions were answered.
‘I love you’ from you means to me everything.
“e-excuse jill, cr lang”
“cge”
That night you texted me.
From: kyle i<3u
I love you jill <3 sweetdreams babe
I replied you the same words. Even in my dreams you were telling me that.
I woke up with a smile. I immediately grab my phone to texx you. I even ignored the messages and proceed to make new one. I just said ‘goodmorning babe, I LOVE YOU <3’
Then I opened the inbox to see the messages from random friends. And ni-last ko yung sa’yo kasi diba sabi “save the best for last”.
But that was wrong. Dapat pala inuna ko nay ung sayo para napuntahan na kita! Ano ba kasi nakalagay?
From” kyle i<3u
Jill this is kyle’s sister. Kyle is sleeping! Please come here immediately
Pagdating ko sa bahay nyo.The I saw a bouquet of flowers, candles and a box.
“what’ s this?” I mouthed
There’s no voice wants to come out on my throat, my tongue got dried and my vision got blurred. Anong meron? Ba’t ganto?
And when I peek out on the box … I saw you. Yes you were sleeping, peacefully with a joy in your face.
I just cry until my eyes were running out of water to pour.
“he died from liver cancer.” His sister said
Kaya pala naka bonnet ka na.
And now … you’re gone.
Those things that you gave me was meant a message that I will never ever heard anymore. The first time you say that word personally bring me so much joy when I remember it.
You’ve just said it once .. and it will last forever … until the day we meet again. I love you , I’ll follow you … soon
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owh yeahh !! 1st story to post :D kau na bahala :*
THANKS
-Mimoa <3
