She my beginning and my end

When she tells me to leave

So just a few days ago we haven't talk that much and idk why but she been make fuck up choices and Its hurting me because I'm in love with this girl and she starts pushing me out of her life like I'm just some toy and shit it's like my life gets happy and my heart is filled with love and loyal and caring then it drops to this black hole that never ends till its fill up with love again but everyday I worry about her because of her past and stuff like her past don't bother me I love her for who she is she my end and my beginning everything about her is amazing her smile her eyes everything and then just today she just pushes me away like always and this time it's like she means and I can't let it go I can't let her go because if I do then I'm letting my parents down from what they teach me to go after something or someone you love fall your dreams don't let someone crush them