The hooded Hero (Altair x reader)

Chapter 16: I hate you part 2

Your eyes burned up with tears. "He did what?....." You asked, slowly your voice faded away. "He kissed Leila" Kader quickly swallowed his jealously, as he held you tight. "Don't worry about that jerk, you have us" Malik gave a goofy smile, giving you a small wink. "Could you please be a bit more serious Malik" Kader glared dangerously before wenting back to comforting you. As tears endlessly fell down your face, you felt weak and feeble, cry over one boy. "Malik, can I move in with you?" Malik's eyes lighten up with excitement, as he pulled you in a deep embrace. I guess that's it now.....

3 weeks later.....

Knowing that you left him, Altair felted as if the world ended. "Why would she leave me?" He questioned himself staring right outside the window. Watching you have fun with Malik and Kader, he felt locked up away from you once more. "I wonder if Leila still has feelings for me." He wondered, as he took off to Leila's house. I guess that's it now.....

1 week later..... To your point of view.....

Watching Altair and Leila spending their lovesick date together made you sick, more than sick, Disgust. You also felt an urge of jealously as they kissed happily. You couldn't help but run home in tears as Altair smirks at your reactions. But underneath that smile was a guilty heart. What have I done.....?

Time skip:

Crying for hours didn't help and so you pulled out the knife Altair gave you and started cutting up scars on your arms. Making you bleed made you happy, but made you felt like nobody cared at all.

Cutting yourself all week, you locked yourself inside your bedroom, staving yourself. Malik and Kader would urge you to come out but nothing worked. Your eyes glowed bloodshot while your hair was like a mess; your body was scarred all over with cuts and bruises, marking the color red everywhere. When the brothers finally gotten you to open up, they tried tending to your cuts but you would always push them aside. The brothers then only had one more option left. Altair.

''ALTAIR, YOU JERK! I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY NOW!'' Growled Malik viciously, running up towards Altair. Kader quickly backed way to let his brother do the work. ''What do you two want?'' Altair blankly rolled his eyes when Malik grabbed him by his robes. '' (Your name) is slowly dying because of you!'' Malik pushed Altair up the wall and explained everything. ''Where's (Your name) I need to talk to her." Altair urged Malik worriedly.

Time skip

'' (Your name?)'' Altair eyes widen in shock as he scanned your badly scarred body. You quickly moved away from his touch and hid yourself, using the blankets. ''Don't touch me!'' Your voice was wobbly and shaky, scared of what he would do to you.

"(Your name!) I'm not going to hurt you'' Altair was now starting to get worried about you and your injures. ''What have I done wrong?'' Altair eyes grew soft as you looked up to him with eyes filled with fear. Altair quickly grabbed your body, forcing you into his embrace. He carefully stroked your hair, comforting you with apologies.

''Shhhhh, It's alright'' He tried softening down your cries. ''You already love Leila'' You jolted back, insecure of his words. ''That's not true!'' He tries grabbing your wrist but you shoved back. You fell back into tears once more, whimpering and sobbing your pain out.

''WHAT'S THE WHOLE POINT! YOU'RE NEVER GOING TO LOVE ME THE SAME WAY YOU DO WITH LEILA. I'M UGLY AND USELESS, I KNOW I'M NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS LEILA BUT YOU CAN'T JUST THROW ME AWAY LIKE THAT!'' ''That's not true!'' Altair quickly answered back, knowing what you said wasn't true. Altair looked at you with pity and tried his best to calm you down but he knew it would take more than words to make you forgive him and start over.....