There was a woman who I have known since I was a little girl. A family that has known mine since we were all young girls.
Its so crazy how time flies by you. Spending holidays with the people you love, laughing and making memories.
You cherish them whole heartedly, you love them unconditionally, and you can't wait to see them this Christmas. But then something happens, your life changes forever.
The feeling of emptiness and sorrow sets in. You ask yourself why, why does it hurt? Why did I have to lose someone, why did it happen? Is she really gone?
There are no words to truly describe how it feels to have someone so close to you, be gone in a matter of hours. You wish you could make the pain and hurting go away; but you can't.
You might feel numb for a little while, what comes after is all those feelings you have. Those feelings come out in the form of tears.
Your going to want to give up on life, on God. In that time when you lose someone, that's when you have to keep pushing forward. It will most definitely be hard, and you will be discouraged. In that moment you have to have faith.
When you feel that the pain inside you is too much for your soul to bare give it all to God. He will see you through your hard times in life. And he will never leave your side.
Right now all your prayers would mean so much to the family I am talking about. And to my family my as we. Early in the morning today I lost my Aunt Rosa, to her 7 month battle with cancer.
Yes my heart is hurting, my family and her family is hurting, but every single prayer is appreciated. I am really hurting but just know if you have ever lost someone you love and care for, I know how you feel. And I will be here to help you through it all.
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