I slowly wake up to the sound of knocking, it must be Taylor. I got up and unlock the door for him. He enters and smile at me "How was yesterday" I ask,"Really good" he said "Why don't you come to the next party with me","Oh no..nonono I can't stand being around a huge crowd, I'm sorry" I say and sigh. The truth is,i really want to go but what if my bullies are there?,"Oh please,come on just this once. From there you can try and get over your fear"
I think about this,maybe it will be a good idea, I nod a yes and he cheers "You are going to have a great time, the party will be this weekend, thank god today is Thursday" he said and walks out. I start to get ready for school, I remove my pyjamas and throw them on the bed, I wash myself and wear a hoodie and black leggings. I put on my timberland boots and go downstairs,seeing taylor waiting for me. He hands me my handbag and gives me a milkshake and a roll.
I start to eat it and we both walk out. When we reach we walk out separate ways again. I put up my hoodie so that they won't recognise me. I see the boy that helped me yesterday and walked up to him,"Hi" I say,"Who are you" he asks, I pull down my hoodie and smile "Oh hey Noelle" he says, we walk around the school since today we get to miss first class. While we were walking Nate bumps into me and whispers "Bitch"
I sigh and say "What do you want to do" I ask,"Honestly,I don't know" he said,"I want to get to know you better, tell me about yourself. I tell him everything (except the bullying part),including about my dad. "Oh I'm really sorry" he says sadly and wraps his arm around me,I see Taylor with his group of friends,"That's your brother,the boy with the bandanna" he asks,I nod. He looks at me and runs over "What's wrong with her,is she ok?" He asks getting worried.
"It's ok,I'm better now" I said and wipe my tears, he kissed my forehead and walks away. When first class was over, we all had to go to the second class, Maths. I walked into the classroom and sat in front. During the whole class,Jack gilinsky and his friends were putting sticky notes on my back and gum on my hair. When class was over I ran out and walked to the toilet.
"Are you ok" a girl asks,"Yes" I answer,"Why do you have gum on your hair" she asks again,"Because I wanted to" I mumble and walk out, "Wait wait" she shouts as I walk further away from the bathroom,I stop and turn around to her. "What" I ask impatiently,""Look I'm sorry for being nosey,I just want to help you" she said. She brings me back to the bathroom and manages to take the gum of my hair, and brushes it "Thank you so much" I say happily." You're welcome,names Joanne","Noelle" I reply and say "well I better be going"
"Yea me to,see you soon" she says and smiles. I smile back and walk of. After school I decided to walk home by myself since Taylor had basketball training. While I was walking I saw Sam and Nate in their car. I start to walk faster,"Ugly ass bitch,go die in a ditch" Sam shouts and starts laughing, Nate puts up the middle finger and throws water at me. They drove of,I run home and slam the door behind me. I sit on the floor ad start crying. Soon I hear knocking,must be Ashley. I wipe my tears and open the door."Hey ash" I say and allow her to come in
"Hey doll,how's things" she asks,"Good" I reply, we walk into the kitchen and make hot chocolate for ourselves,when we're done she gives me the money and leaves. I go on my phone and went on Twitter and tweeted
@noellecaniff: when your hot af and no one will ask you out 😩😫
A few minutes late I get a notification
@NashGrier:can't wait to see @noellecaniff soon,😄
Nash (my cousin) is coming over for the winter break, I can't wait!. I smile to myself and turn of my phone. I decided to take a cat nap so I went inside the covers and went to sleep
-Dream-
I was in this dark room filled with a group of men.I was tied onto a chair "Please leave me alone I pleaded,"No way sweet cheeks,today you're going to watch something...entertaining,it may not be exciting for you but it definitely is for us" a man said and smirked. They pull another chair which reveals my dad
"Dad,help me" I scream,"Princess,I wish I could but I can't" he sadly says,I start crying and try to escape "I just want to let you know that I love you so much and I will never forget you,ever" he says. The man takes a Stanley knife and stabs him on the chest "DAD,LEAVE HIM ALONE...STOP" I scream and start crying hysterically.
-End of dream-
I got up and started breathing heavily,worst dream ever. I slowly woke up and looked at the time "7:00" I whisper to myself, I got up and walk downstairs,into the sitting room."Hey" Taylor says concentrating on the television. I sit next to him and lay my head on his shoulder " Can I call dad" I ask, he sighs and nods. I squeal and rose up from the couch. I got the telephone and went back into my room, I dialled his number and waited for him to answer
"Hey princess"
"Hello dad"
"How are you"
"Great,how about you?"
"Pretty good,how's school"
"Hell"
"Those boys are annoying you again"
"Yes,but they're even worse"
"Don't mind those bastards,if they mess with you,defend yourself"
"Ok I will,I hope you're alright"
"Yes I am dear....I better go,bye I love you"
"I love you to dad"
I turn it of and plop myself on the bed. My parents divorced a year ago,because my dad is a drug dealer and we didn't know about it. So one day he was suppose to give a particular drug to this man but it didn't work out,so the man wants to kill him. As soon as my mum found out she was furious and didn't want to us to be in his mess so she got a divorce. He moved to another country...I haven't seen him since
I sigh and sit on the bed,staring at the wall. Why does my life have to be like this, a few minutes later I got up and went back downstairs."Tay tay" I say and wink at him "If you want money,then no" he simply says,"I am shocked,I just want to spend time with you" I said,pretending to be sad."Oh really,let's go to tacobell" he cheers and carries me on his back. He walks me out and heads to tacobell. He puts me down and we sit on the table. We order our meals and wait
A girls come by and shouts "Oh my god you're Taylor caniff,oh my god,can I take a picture with you", Taylor laughs and takes the photo with her. She soon realises that I'm here "Who are you" she says rather rudely,"I'm Noelle" I say nicely and offer to shake her hand, she ignores me and concentrate on Taylor."Um,can we have some time alone" Taylor asks politely,"Are you two dating" she asks
"No,ew I'm his sister...ew" I say causing Taylor to laugh. The girl starts blushing and runs away "Thank heavens" I whisper and roll my eyes playfully. We finish eating and walk back home. We spent the rest of the night watching vintage movies and doing stupid things to each other.
"Night taylor" I said,"Night Noelle" he replies and goes into his room. I enter into my room and close the door. I tie my hair into a high ponytail. I wear my onesie and study for a bit. When I was done i went into bed and fell asleep
