I'm so scared to die it feels like everybody I feel is close to my heart is gone. Ive seen to many black suits and white caskets. I wanna know what color casket my mother will lay me to rest in. I wanna know what I would be wearing in my casket. Will they do my makeup the right way to make me look just like I looked in my living days. I just wanna know am I the next one to go cause if I am God just give me a sign so I can s.do everything I nmhavent done yet. Warn me so that I could rush this Street Empire I'm building. God please let me die with a Legacy. I wanna be happy when I die. My uncle swizzy died with a smile on his face. I wanna die just like my uncle. I wish I could plan out exactly how I will lay to rest. When I die I want my mother to find this story and read exactly who I want at my funeral,what I want to wear at my funeral,what cross I want around my kneck I wanna plan all this because I feel death is near and I don't like the feeling. I'm scared of death I hope I don't stress my myself to the point that I have a seizure and it takes all the breath out my body. I'm praying God doesn't take me away tonight I want to wake up tomorrow morning and say thank you for another day.
