why?

it's my time

Until...
Ian walked back in he too has puffy red eyes. I so badly wanted to reach up and wipe his tears away from his eyes. I want to be with him. So bad. So I closed my eyes and thought about getting my self out of the darkness. With that my eyes slowly opened. I finally had control of my body. As soon as I woke up Ian looked up and my heart moniter beeped faster. Ian hit the nerse button and I lifted my hand and wiped his tears aways.
C- I like you
I- I like you too
He kissed my check as soon as the nerse walked in.
N- look whose finally awake after 5 weeks. Now we have called your other caretakers which are your 2 brothers and sister correct since you are here.
C- Yupp
N- okay now open your mouth and say ahhh
I did as I was told they ran other tests and after a hour my 'caretakers' came.
Ja- omg you woke up
Jo- I missed you
M- bear I can't believe you tried to sit on top of katie jo so you could save her.
C- wait what happened
**flashback**
I had just turned on Mozart when a car was sliding and was about to hit us. From the driver side. I was sitting in the middle. Katie on the driver. Ash on passenger in back. Mia in passenger and mom driving. So the car was about to hit us so I threw my self over Katie and pushed her to the floor. Her and ash were fine a couple scrapes but nothing serious. I had hit my head and glass had also shattered everywhere. Mom was hit worse a piece of the other car hit mom's head and did the damage of a bullet and killed her instantly. I was lucky to be alive. At least the doctors said so.
**end of flashback**
C- wow
M- ya. So do you know when you can go home.
C- ya tomorrow. Everything is fine they just want to see how I sleep. How is Lily and the others?
All- they are great.
I look up and here they all are ready to give their sis hugs. I hugged everyone but the one that wouldn't leave my side is Lily. I can't wait to go home tomorrow.