I'm uberhaxornova sister ➳ ImmortalHD FanFic

I am sorry

Hey guys it's me and I know I haven't updated but some stuff is going down and I have been depressed lately and what someone said about me is just making me feel like crap and I just thought you would want to know and I guess I'm going to tell you about so I can get it off my chest since your the only ones that might listen

Well my name is Nellie and I am a very depressed person and yes I have cut before which I'm not proud of so I don't do it anymore because I think of someone like the creatures and stuff but I have no one but one friend which we hardly talk because she is always busy which is fine by me she can do her own thing I have my internet but I'm starting middle school I'm a 7th grader and you may be wondering why I said starting well my elementary school had grades to preschool to 6th grade so yeah I'm starting a new school with two other different schools and my school is a drama starter and talks about you when you do something you didn't do which I'm different from everyone in my school I watch different people on YouTube than anyone I know where I live and I can't talk anyone about my favorite people and what they do that's why I joined wattpad and some other social medias and why I have been depressed lately is because my ex-best friend hates me now because some one told her stuff that isn't even true and she said I was fake and a pathetic little girl that needs helps I don't know why she said little girl even though we are the same age but I defended my self until I had enough and that's how I'm here to get it off my chest and my I remind you she started all of it by saying that I talked to her ex-boyfriend when they were dating and were flirting but I didn't I just told him I'm not a stalker just her best friend and that was it until she broke up with him and I'm not going to lie I liked him before they started dating and he is going to my school with me when I go back which is in two weeks and he said he would be my friend and she took it as flirting and I would show you text if I could but I can't do you just have to trust me by me saying this but she said to me I was a pathetic little girl that's is borderline crazy and needs help and that I just talk about myself all the time which I did to her because I trusted her and thought she wanted to help me then she tells me that I'm a selfish little bitch and may I say I did not cuss like she did I don't really do that unless I'm writing which we all know I do but I hardly say them anymore but anyways she tells me that I start thinking bad things which I do when someone says things to me like she did and I did think of killing myself and ending it all but then I listen to stuck in your radio and watch there music video which I just did and is still listening to them blocking out the bad thoughts and I know it's weird for a 7th grader to think like this but it is what I am thinking and i don't know why my ex-best friend the one to tell me every time that in important told me I was selfish and not worth it anymore but she talks to me staring drama so I am thinking who she I talking about me or her but she calls me everything that makes me want to die and reminds me of thoughts but let me tell you how we became friends

We just came back from a field trip from a university and I was alone in the bridge we have and since I was up there no one else was not even my boyfriend but she comes up to me saying she wants to make Her best friend mad so she starts talking to me and we hit it off and she decided to come to my house for the night since it was the weekend so she does and we see we have a lot in common but she didn't know anyone I did like the creatures and everything I liked she tried to like so rest of the year goes by and the summer comes she moved away and she comes over once a week and then she decided to go to private school and she started telling me every flaw I had even the little ones and she knew me for long enough to know them so she then said I'm the reason that her and her best friend aren't friends anymore but like I said the only reason she became friends with me is to make her best friend jealous so I didn't know what I did which I do tell her how we meet and she said not to turn everything on her which I didn't I just told her how she lost her best friend which I didn't like because she didn't like me

But I think that's all I have to say about that but I just want you guys to know why I haven't posted anything in a while I just been on the depressed side lately and I didn't want to write I crappy chapter then write another bad one but when I get ready to write again I promise I will make as long of a chapter as I can so I'll see you guys later thanks for reading but if you didn't that's ok I just wanted to get sow thing off my chest so I can write sooner instead of mouths I just hope I get happy again which I know I will if the right person does something

I'll see you later bye

~thewalkingcreatures

P.S.and no I'm not trying to get attention I just wanted this off my chest and this helped a lot

P.P.S.and if you read everything I just complained about thank you