Have you ever had someone you thought was your friend, but wasn't- secretly bullying you, making you feel worthless and crap about yourself. If you haven't - then I can tell you now it's hell. So, months after, the important people are the people who have to stick up with it after they have gone. Frankly, that's what my boyfriend and friends have to do. Practically have to treat me like a child because I'm so emotionally wrecked.
They are amazing, they really are. You have my friends, who deal with the constant urges, the constant panic attacks and its like they have their own kid. That's how it was, now. Years on, modern day, I'm 25- I beat the state I was in and I have them all by my side. Next on the agenda
A wedding.
