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As I retrace my gap memories I suddenly realized that 'Why is my family very upset, and why don't I remember any memories with them' (A/N: He only remember's his house but not his family's identity).
And why I'm I trap in this room, what kind of bad things did I do to suffer this..
My thougth's were broken,by this white light, I followed it ... (He followed the light). Wait what is this golden door? (He walked through it). Why cant I open it (He heard echos of voice saying 'Who dare's come in to the door of light').
'Who are you' I replied He answered 'I am a guardian angel' I replied again 'I'm I in heaven?'. 'Maybe' he replied I said 'I'm I dead?' The guardian angel answered 'It's up to you to know the answer to your question,It beholds on your journey.........' I replied 'What journey???...' (NO MORE ANSWER.......)
(An earthquake is starting!). 'What is happening' he falls from the cloud's.. (AHHHHH......) 'Where I'm I??, I became a kid again I'm back in my elementary school I'm an 8th grader again!
(The teacher is teaching)
'Can someone answer the question on the board' she called me I didn't stand and I did not answered the question she nagged at me and I went out of the room, while I was waking I saw a man wearing a red hood I reached to him and asked 'Mister what is this place' , he didn't reply he just looked at me in the eyes and my eyes become blurry............... (Black Out)......
(Flashback)
"OK class lets begin.." "Andrew what is 9x9?" "Mrs. Pots 81 is the answer" "Oh very good". "How about you? What is 7x7? "77 ha ha..." "Why are always laughing during my class your not taking the subject math seriously..... The answer is 49 (sigh..).
"Who cares about math even if you don't study this subject you will became a successful person.." (Still laughing). "That's it young man get out of my class!!"
(End of Flashback)
I woke up realizing that I'm a very bad boy, So I ran back in the room and said sorry to my teacher. She forgives me, that was my happiest moment, all my classmates are saying to me that "What happened to you? Did you smoke marijuana?."
I was shocked for their reactions on what i did to Mrs. Pots on my mind I'm feeling very guilty because I was a very very bad person, and now Learned now that I should respect my elder's in every way...
(10 minutes later.....)
"What I'm I hearing?" I said "Darkness shall prevail"I heard after that my mind is hurting like there is someone hammering my brain. (OUCH.......) . The bell rang (Ring-Ring) so I got of the room and suddenly three boy's circled around me and said, "Well Well looked who showed up late" I replied "What are you boy's saying, I don't even know you." The three boy's beat me up until i became unconscious on the ground the word I only remembered before I been knocked down "What happened to you! What happened to our alpha! Your no longer a part of our fraternity!"
I woke up and talking to myself "Is that true?, I'm I really part of a fraternity." If only I could fix all of this in a proper way,If there is a way to know all my mistakes and solve them. What happened to me I'm I truly a monster is that the reason that my family is very upset and not talking to me, did they throw me out in the house is because of my rough attitude, And finally why cant I see my reflection on the mirror.
Oh My Gosh! maybe I don't have a soul. I got it now the guardian angel in the door of light is my guardian angel. The journey that he is saying is that, I should change every bad deeds that I have done and changed it .In my mind it feel like I'm in a corn maze the way to go out is always to the right.
But now is not the right to jump to conclusion that I I'm a monster may there is a logical explanation why I bacame the demon's pet. But I know that God is watching me right now and saying that I could change the impossible to possible.
I feel like I'm a detective that is solving a very hard case with no clue and evidence but the that confuses my wicked mind is how can I solve this case when the case I am handling is myself. funny right? I'm solving my own mystery.
Now I realized myself from the past now I need to get a little bit further to know the real me to my real identity.The question's that is still bugging my hurting brain is that why did I done so much bad thing's?
Now I'm in the middle of nowhere I don't know where is my house? i'll just sleep on the sidewalk I feel so exhausted i'll just sleep here in the tree. (zzzzz...)
(Midnight)
"Get away from me you monster, you will never get me again I will no longer serve for your bad deed's I am now a son of Jesus Christ"
Oh! What! Who! (Ah.....) it was all just a dream my pulse and heartbeat is as fast like a running horse and I'm sweating again like before what time is it i'll just asked this old lady "Mam could I ask what time is it?" She is frighten by me and said "Please boy don't hurt me i'll give my pures just dont hurt me". I replied "I'm not gonna hurt you and I dont want your money,I just want to ask what time is it?" She answered "Your no longer the leader of the baddest kid in this block, and by the way it's only 10:56 p.m it's almost midnigth why are still up?" I replied "I lost my memory mam and I want to change all my bad deed's" She replied "Is that so?, you can sleep in my house" "Thanks Madam"
During my time there I created a poem about myself..
The Change
One grave to me was given-
To guard till Judgment Day-
But God looked down from Heaven
And rolled the Stone away!
One day of all my years-
One hour of that one day-
His Angel saw my tears
And rolled the Stone away!
It feel like the world is againt's me but it's for a new beginning and a new tomorrow......
