Crawling Back To You

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Everything was perfect. We were perfect.
We were going to be together forever.

At least that's what you told me, but here I am.

Alone.

Friday night. Home alone with you on my mind.

I have so many questions I'm dying to ask you.

What did I do.

What's wrong with me.

Why don't you want me.

Was I not good enough.

It's always me, always.

They always use me, always.

The sex, drugs, the money, my everything.

Used, abused, and confused.

I look down to my "love mark" stained legs.

Bruises.

Used, abused, and confused.

I shout, "I'm sorry!"

I sob into the sheets, "For everything! Please!"

You're worthless, that's why they all leave you.

You're nothing but a speck of dirt on their shoe. You can be cleaned off and replaced so easily.

You silly little girl.

Go cry your eyes out.
Go rip your heart out.
That's what loves all about.