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Chapter 6: ONIKA

Chapter 6 ... excuse any mistakes
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Lately my mindset has been very weak . Don't really don't know where it's headed at this point . But I can admit one thing though . That being with MEEK will forever be in those plans .

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Honestly , Where do I start?

Even if MEEK says that He's okay with the changing of the music shoot , I know he's not . I wouldn't be okay with any girl replacing me . So I know he has to feel some type of way . But I guess we just have a different kind of love .

MEEK & I have not always had that easy flowing love like we have now . That love where everything is all figured out for us . The way it's suppose to be , Him & I together with kids running around  . That is how the picture will & always be painted .

I couldn't at this point in my life picture myself without MEEK . He is the man of my dreams  & i wouldn't adding his last name to mine  . This Forever Type Shit .

But this has not always been forever . I remember when MEEK & I had first met . I wanted nothing to do with him once I found out He had a whole kid with a mutual friend . Because I refuse to deal with babymama drama from any nigga .

Somehow He pulled me in & I never regretted making that decision of welcoming him into my life .

At times , I hated that He was my weakness . It scares me to be deep in love with MEEK like i am  . Never thought that i could find true love after my EX .

My infamous EX , SAFAREE , which was probably my worst EX every . He literally took everything , mentally & physically from me . & I could never ever respect him again .

I knew SAFAREE every since I was like 13 & at first HE was just my friend , somebody from home that could protect & watch over me ...but turned into some so much more .

By 16 , I was pregnant , both of us were not ready at all . Sht we was kids ourself . I ended up stressing really bad & lost the baby & My mind has never really been the same .

But through all that he was still right by my side , He never switched up on me . Never left my side . & Sadly but true I feel like this brought us a lot closer . Made the both of us love each other more .

Then 20's came , still not over my baby not being with me but I was making it . I began to look at SAFAREE a little different everyday . But that all changed when he proposed to me . What did I say ?

"Yes"

I said "yes" because why not ? He WAS the man at the time that I wanted to marry  . But that engagement didn't last very long . Within a couple of months it ended , horribly .

Basically what happened was . Many stories were coming out about Him & some female , i believe she goes by Erica . Him & her were apparently seen coming out the same night club one night with each . At first i thought nothing of it you know the young & dumb side of me . I asked him multiple times & he gave me the same bs answer " it's only business babe" .

So after that i ain't speak much of the situation because I wanted to believe him & believe that He wouldn't go through all of this just to mess it up over some chick . But I only turned out to be the fool . Everything he told me was all a lie  .

Every news platform had the story but with different information . Calls & Messages being
sent to my phone about the incident .

I had interview after interview . Talking about the same thing over & over . Even went on a hiatus .

Which helped me clear my mind a lot . But not to the point of serenity . & To this day my mind still fucked up .

Which is one of the reasons that I love MEEK like I do . He's nothing like my EX . He cares . He loves me for me . & He's Love is real .

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