Akala ko wala na, akala ko lang pala yun.
Minessage ko siya.
Sabi ko I've moved on na.
Ewan pero bigla akong nalungkot.
Tapos naiyak ako.
Does that mean na I haven't got over him yet?
He replied.
He said we can still be friends.
I'm so happy.
Yet so sad.
Happy because he did not ignore me this time.
And sad because he doesn't know what I really feel right now.
It has been a year since I became his girlfriend.
That's past tense, okay??
Cause he ended up the relationship.
I really want to get over him na.
Sabi nila, ang paraan lang ay yung makahanap ka ng bago.
I wanna prove them na pwede kang magmove on kahit walang bagong lovelife.
Pero I'm about to give up na.
Hindi na rin ako nagkakagusto sa iba.
Except sa mga artista.
Siguro kasi gusto ko pa rin siya.
Siguro kasi umaasa pa rin akong gusto pa rin niya ako.
Na magiging kami ulit.
Pero sa situation ngayon, malabo na.
Malabo pa sa mata ng may pinakamalabong mata.
Etong nararamdaman ko ngayon,
Ngayon habang kachat ko siya.
The same feeling.
The same feeling na nararamdaman ko noon pa.
I need to accept the truth na.
The truth na wala na talaga.
Na wala na talagang pag-asa.
Na one-sided love na lang kami ngayon.
Na it's really our end na.
~ Psyche's note ~
walang sense, right? siguro ang makakaintindi lang nito ay yung mga nakakaalam ng lovestory ko.
galing 'to sa twitter account ko, @akomariabekbek
ganito mismo yung andun except sa typos na inayos ko na at putol putol yung andun, by line nyan.
I have to deny na this is my story sa twitter, sabi ko story lang 'to, kasi follower ko si ate. :)
hmm, I know you won't like it. pero every bit of that is true. kachat ko talaga siya nung paisa-isa kong tinweet yan tapos it became like a story, lol hindi obvious.
yun lang, enjoy. :)) by the way, Happy 28th of April :/
