Not Enough

out of the blue and do i actually love you?

Last night was amazing, my Date fucked me as a reward since he saved me. And how he thinks I love him. Wait a second was it a dream....
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So I just got up to m-m-MY DAD!
He was just starring at me.
I am not even go think,I got exactly what I want to say.
Me-What are you doing here?
Dad-No, what are you doing here?
Me-Well as your can see I am having fun with my-
Dad-Stop hanging out with him.
Me- WHY?
Dad-Because.
Me- BECAUSE WHAT?!?!
He whispered something and it sounded like this "Because he's your brother."
I was so confused and mad. Why didn't my mom tell me I had siblings, went doss she hide that this man is my father? Why does this guy even want to be apart of my life after this long? I am so done with this.I can't even chat with my own father or boyfriend, I mean brother. Ugh, this is so confusing.
Me- just leave me alone and I will get back to you.
I left him there just sitting there with thoughts and questions just as confused as me.