I sit here on the edge of my bed and l stare into my dirty,Old mirror. My reflection shows a young girl with a pale complexion and long Aurborn Curls falling delicately Over her shoulders. My Piercing blue eyes stare back at me. My looks are deceiving, I almost fool myself Until my eyes stumble upon the faint scar on my collarbone. A constant reminder of the past.
When I look in the mirror I don't see a sweet, pretty sixteen year old girl,I see a monster. A poisonous,murderous, Unloved Monster. My looks are persuading but my guilt and hatred for what I have become remind me that I am dangerous and that I can't be normal. That I will never be normal. l can never be more than what I have become. Everyday l win wars and I have no choice but to murder my enemies. Then l have to deal with the profound guilt Of it all weighing heavily on my mind.
My mind Is like a never-ending storm,no it is more like the sea. It can be calm but it can be violent and life threatening. My thoughts battle against each other day and night, disturbing my sleep. Thus creating a reoccurring , never ending , living nightmare which reality can't escape. I will never be at peace nor will I ever fit in with other girls my age because they live very different lives.
Life sucks. Especially when you're a vampire. A bloodsucking, feared, 'mythical' Monster.
why me? l only ever wanted to be normal.
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Life's Abnormalities
VampireLife sucks, quite literally when you're a vampire. Sixteen year old Alyssa hates what she has become and soon discovers blood is sweet but revenge is sweeter.
