The pain is too much to bear. Why me i keep thinking. What did i do to get this much pain. I'm at the border line between giving up or getting up. But it's too much. The tears run down my face. My heart cries out for mercy but finds none. The tears of pain sadness are still flowing. They say it gets better they say that with the pain comes strength . But I don't believe that, I've only known pain. Those few moments of happiness i had are gone. I think I have no reason to keep going. My lil sister has my big brother and my big sister to hell her carry on. But some how I find the strength on me to get up to move on. To look life in the eyes and tell it that it pinches like a bitch. No matter how many punches it trows no matter how many tears i cry I know I have some one to help me up. I fight now for my self but to show others that I'm strong. That i can take their blows and walk away like i don't care even if it kills me in side. I must wipe away my tears of blood and smile because even if I'm in a storm i know my perfect weather is coming.
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This goes to those who are down and even if you think no one is there for you there always is. I any i you have some stuff going on and are close to giving up message me ill do my best to help. Message me here or on my kik (crazymexican1597). But this poem goes out for my pal "r" you know who you are don't worry your rainbow is on its way
