Liam,
... You have no idea how I feel about you. I can't even begin to put into words how much I love you, the way your smiles light up a room and your laugh lifts my sprits up when I'm down. It's hard to explain this all, I'm just so confused right now. You seem happy with Danielle and I can see it in your eyes that you really love her. Of course, I'm happy for you two and I respect your relationship, but is it wrong to feel so...jealous? It's just all to much to explain and I'm embarrassed to say that my hand trembles as I write these words. And although I never plan on sending this letter, it feels good to get it off my chest, it's still practically sending it to you right? Please don't hate me for this, it's just the honest truth and don't all friendships rely on trust and honesty? Sorry, this probably isn't very...erm...appropriate for our relationship. But what is there to lose? Well, I don't know about you, but I could lose everything. I could lose you. And I don't want to risk a loss a big as that, so for now I'm just going to write these unsent letters, okay? Maybe some day I'll be able to give them to you, but not right now. I promised myself I wouldn't jeopardize yours and Danielle's relationship.
So this is me sticking to that promise.
-Nialler. xx
