Ashley Purdy's Angel

Author Note

Guys I'm super sorry for not updating for a while. Some bad stuff happened, some good stuff happened. 1 in February of this year my dad was killed. I have been more depressed since then. But I'm finally going to do something for him....Try out for The Voice. I'm gonna sing Janina by Capture The Crown. My mom is gonna be gone for a few days to get my dad's remains etc. I won't specify any details otherwise I'm gonna end up crying again. On to the good stuff....I finally got to go to Warped Tour and Hot Topic. It was amazing!!! The guys in the picture above were in a band (can't remember which one) and they called me adorable!!!! I got to meet them, Escape The Fate (Craig said my MCR shirt was awesome!!!), Ben Bruce, Ash Costello (and another guy from that band...Not sure of his name though), Kosha Dillz, MC Lars (He gave me the nickname "Cuddles") and even a guy who looked like Vic Fuentes!!! It made me feel at home really. The best experience of my life. For once I wasn't afraid to show my scars to anyone because I knew they understood. For once I wasn't being judged it felt amazing!! Anyway, with the stories I still need to update I'm a bit worried because I'm out of ideas right now, the death of my dad and the passing of a friend of mine due to cancer (Around the last Saturday of June) really threw me off and I didn't want to write anything....I honestly didn't want or feel like doing anything. plus the cancer scare my brother had threw me off as well. I really am sorry about not updating but I'm just still grieving. I was really close to my dad and then he is just gone :( I'm still not sure how to process it all. Also I had an anxiety attack at Warped Tour during a PTV set. I had to go to the medical tent and I was given Tour water. Vic actually came to check on people there, he is such a sweetheart. Anyway, that is basically what happened and yea...so thanks for understanding. I love you guys. Stay fierce, stay awesome, stay fabulous.~Ysabela Garcia