Dear Jerome,
Ever since grade school I have a crush on you but sad to say, the feeling is not mutual. You like somebody else but that somebody else is my other bestfriend. I even remembered when you asked me to go to the park. I thought we were have a date or you will confess to me. But hindi pala. You asked me to help you make ligaw to my bestfriend. The worst part is sa bestfriend ko pa. Pero dahil sa katangahan ko, I said yes pero deep inside, I was about to die. I wanted to cry pero I dont want my bestfriend to see me cry. The next morning, you asked me to ask my bestfriend, Liza if the feeling is mutual so nalaman kong may gusto din pala ako sa iya. So after the day you made her said yes, 2 months after you made ligaw to her, I saw her kissed her ex-boyfriend so I tried to slap Liza because I dont want you to get hurt but sa huli, I was the one who got hurt. You did not let me explain sa nakita ko at dahil sa nasktan ako, at mayaman kami, I went to US with my family. It was very hard at first kasi my bestfriend who have already knowb me for so long, was not there to protect me from those who bullied me there. Yes, you geard it right. I was bullied. They pull my hair, they say bad words about me, and the worst part is that I had no friends because we promised each ither na tayo lang ang magiging bestfriend. In my HS years, my life changed. I was the most popular girl, i had lot of friends, and I am a slut. I had differnet boys each day. But one thing that dint change is my love for you. I tried dating guys when I was already college but then, it did not work out. I wish I still had you, i still had my bestfriend. When we went back to the Philippines because my mom wants me to manage our company, I tried to call Liza. When I called her, She actually changed. She was very pretty prettier than me maybe because of you. But then, when we were already in the Philippines, that is when I only knew that you and Liza broke up days after I went to America because Liza broke up with you. I was mad at Liza because she had you, our friendship broke because of her. But I can't because after all she is still my bestfriend. 1 year after, we got arranged marriage at first I did not like it because nahihiya ako. My mom and I talked about it and I agreed. My life being your wife, was not that easy. Our relationship being a couple, was a kind of sh*t. You keep on making mistake, palagi kang umiinom, at palagi kang snob na hindi mo ako pinapansin. Sometimes nga, akala ko dahil kay Liza dahil masakit talaga na hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo. After 2 years, you confessed your feelings towards me. At natuwa naman ako doon dahil mahal mo din naman ako and then, we actually had our first born baby girl. Nung una, it was hard kasi we had to make balance sa work and sa kang baby pero sulit din pala yung pagkahardwork natin. I'm doing this kasi nalaman kong may sakit pala ako, cancer. I just want you to be happy kaya hindi ko sinabi sa iyo. I love you. Kayong dalawa ni baby girl.
P.S: huwag kanang magasawa ha? Dahil kung mag asawa ka, sisiguraduhin kong mamamatay yung magiging asawa mo.
Your wife 'til forever
Janella
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It has been 20 years since namatay siya. And tinupad ko ang kanyang wish na hindi mag asawa, and it has been 20 years since I fell inlove. Ngayon, pupunta kaming America kasama ang anak namin. Nandito na kami sa Airport. Btw, 20 years old na ang anak namin. After nanganak si Janella, pumunta daw siya sa doktor sabi ni Liza.
Nagulat nalang ako ng biglang gumalaw ng up and down ang eroplano bigla nalang nagpanic yung iba. Walang hiyang pilot.
Siguro panahon ko ng makita ang aking pinakamamahal. Sa wakas!
I felt something heavy. Tapos bigla nalang dumilim ang paningin ko.
I love you Jea! Ready na akong makita ka.
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