So well being the crazy bookworm I am I decided to read another book cause I finished the rest, I read a book that started off with a girl saying how her and her crush hugged each other and well chain of events in my brain and I'm in my bed at 10:15 in the morning about to cry. Why? Well in 5th grade my crush hugged me and I hugged him and I was so happy I couldn't breathe and I keep smiling like an idiot, but anyways a few months later last month of school, my friend starts to date him and I'm sorta sad because I had liked him since 1st grade, but I kinda got over it till last week of school my friend tells me he is moving out of the state. I wanted to tell him how I felt cause I had lied to him every other day, because he would ask me if I liked him and I would say no even though I was screaming yes in my head. Well on the last day of school I left the classroom first just to see him and he was first out also so I pulled him to the side and told him how I felt after a minute I guess he was gonna say something, I couldn't handle the tension and I ran down the hall forgetting to say goodbye and also forgetting the fact I'll never see him again. Well I forgot about him but still knew I didn't just like him I loved him. So in the sixth grade (last year) I had a sleepover with my friend who was dating my crush. We then started talking about 'him' she told me they only dated to see if I still like him because he liked me too and I was shocked and we'll now my crush resurfaced and I spend everyday trying to get rid of it cause I know we'll probably never see each other again. So we'll halfway through the 6th grade my friend brings and old year book so we go through the book and I stop at my crushes page because on of my friend from his class wanted to see the book too. Well when I saw him I felt my heart stop then restart. I pointed out 'him' and told my friend that I liked (loved) him. And we'll let's just say I'm going to the 7th grade and I still love him even though we probably won't meet again I feel like it destiny so yeah, just wanted to put that out. It feels like I just took a lot of weight off my chest.
