Ever feel like you're falling when you're sleeping? Well that's what having depression feels like but only worse. Every day it seems to be getting worse. I feel like I'm falling into a bottomless pit. Everyone tries to help but it makes me feel helpless. I want to disappear sometimes. It might help everyone else. My family won't have to be constantly watching me or watch how they talk to me. My friends won't have to force me to eat anymore. The guy I think I fell in love with, well he's different. I mean I love him but he started to move on. I guess I can't blame him. I can't open up anymore after what happened. He might say he wouldn't be happy if I did disappear. He says he would be sad and hurt. I don't see why though all we do is either fight, barely talk or don't talk at all. I'm just done I guess. I don't see any time for talking or for breathing I'm just done. If I disappeared it would show how many people would miss me. I guess the depression has finally showed me that there is NO WAY OF ESCAPING.
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Gravity
Non-FictionThis is a true story but not just for me but for everyone who knows me and has been through everything I have gone through over these past couple of years.
