" i feel like nothing. i dont feel like doing anything. i dont feel like i am anything. i feel like he left me numb. i feel like i was what was wrong. but im not the one who left. he left me. he left his family, his friends, his town. he left us."
I always said that to myself while looking out my bedroom window at the porch where he lead me to my first kiss. Like for real, best moment ever. But that porch was also the our last moment. He told me we were never a moment and that we were a forever. But if we were a moment, I would never forget him. He told me to stay strong if something happened. As you can see, I dont listen well. I mean, what are you supposed to do when your everything leaves you without a goodbye....be okay? Idk but I guess ill write later tomorrow or maybe tonight. So goodbye for now diary, im going to look for him like I do every night. -xoxo callie
P.O.V - JAKE
She doesnt know where i am. Heck, i dont know where I am. I left because when something bad happens I run away. Its been 2 months since callie last saw me. Its been a hard 2 months for me. Will she come and look for me? Does she hate me? Am i all alone now? i ask those questions waiting for an awnser. nothing. nothing is an awnser. Has she moved on? I guess ill know by tomorrow. I plan on coming back home. If they want me back. But maybe not tomorrow. Maybe when i figure out why i run away because idk why i even did. I think it is because what i did, is unforgivable....and no one knows. bye diary. - jake
YOU ARE READING
This love is never gonna fade
RomanceThis cold winter was warming to my heart. But this ice that he left made me colder than snow. Why would he leave? Where is he going? Does he still love me? Will he tell me why? xoxo- callie
