It's been 5 weeks since Jaden came out of hospital and the same 5 weeks from the incident with Jake.
No I haven't told Jay yet but, hopefully I get the courage to tell him either today or tomorrow.
I guess I've waited too long to tell him but I wanted for him to recover before I tell him anything. I'm glad to say that he's fully recovered and now has the strength he had before, which is fantastic.
So, it's 3:00pm on a beautiful Sunday afternoon, my parents are finally coming home. Woohoo!!
Today the guys and I, by 'the guys' I'm mean, Jaden, Jake, Samuel, Oliver, Kate and Emily. Well, were going to Luna Park.
Since its a warm day I've put on a 'yes we can' black crop top and a crossed tight, my black and red 'YMCMB' flat cap and finally grabbed my studded wallet and keys and went downstairs.
"Hey sweetie, where you going ?" A voice sounding like my mother said
"Mum? MUM your back!! "I screeched as I ran giving her a big bear hug
"I missed you darling!! "
"I missed you too mama. "Where's dad?
He went straight to bed when we got here like 5 minutes ago Oh ok, well I'm heading out to Luna park with Em and some friends. Bye I said giving her a kiss on the check Bye
I got in the car and realised I didn't put my phone in my wallet, so I ran back inside and grabbed it from my room.
My phone rang, it was Jaden.
'Hey babe, where are you?'
'Hey, I just got to Emily's place. Where are you?'
'The guys and I are at the park'
'Oh ok, we'll be there soon. Bye'
'Love you, bye'
I beeped the horn twice to notify Emily I had arrived. In no time she came tumbling out, looking gorgeous as always. Wearing black high waisted jeans, a purple crop singlet with a floral bralette underneath and purple converse. (Of course converse)
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At the theme park
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"Hey babe" I heard a voice call out. I turned around to see my boyfriend, Jaden standing there looking sexy as hell and it just made me question why the hell I cheated on him. I don't know how I could let myself get that drunk and sleep with Jake, of all people.
I've been insecure about the Jake thing especially when I'm around Jaden. I just don't know how to act, I don't want to make anything obvious but we'll see if I actually have the guts to tell him. Hopefully I do soon or it will kill me in the future.
As Jaden made his way towards me I started freaking out. He was a meter away from me and I could tell he wanted to kiss me and it came out without me knowing, "I CHEATED ON YOU! "Oh no what did I do?
"You what?" Jaden said as tears threatened to come to the surface of his eyes and mine.
"Jaden I'm so sorry, just please I-I s-swear I can exp-plainI cried out to him."
"I can't believe you would do this to me. Was it while I was in the hospital? Who was it? "He almost screamed at me. That doesn't matter, It's my fault and I was drunk
"God damn it Sarah! WHO WAS IT!?!"He said as he towered over me.
"It really doesn't matter. Please Jaden." I sobbed
"Sarah you are unbelievable! UNBELIEVABLE!! WHO THE HELL WAS IT?! "He backed away from me, step by step.
"We're over Sarah. I'll see you around "he said quietly and then he turned around and walked away.
"Jaden please! " I tried screaming at him but it was no use. It was really over between us and I couldn't do anything. It's all my fault and I can't fix it.'
