(??? x Reader)
What if? Is what we say when we want to change a moment in our lives, Be it good or bad.
What if I could do something that I couldn't before........but you can't.
What if can't change anything, anything you say or do is seat in stone forever.
And now I watch you, my love, from where I am now, and there is nothing you do for me, but move on with your life.
It's bean a year since it happened, but it was nobody's fault but my own. I was the one who was at fault, I was the one who didn't check the car before driving it, I was the one who couldn't see where I was going. And now I payed the price, I'm dead and you're alive all alone and it's all my fault.
(y/n pov)
I'm a ghost watching him, we're at my grave on his knees and he's crying I can hear him say something. "Why? Why (y/n)? W-why d-didn't y-you let me p-pick you up t-that n-night?" He says stuttering, "Why didn't you what for me? If only I.......If only I was there sooner than you might-" He says crying some more, we stay for a little bit longer.
He gets up and looks at my gravestone it reads.
Here lies
(Y/f/n) (Y/l/n)
(You birth day)------May 17 2019
Loving sister, friend and love to all.
We're back at your place, still a mess just like it was before I died. I looked in all the rooms and were more of a mess then before, all but one my room untouched ever since it happened.
Then the door opens and my love is standing at the door just looking in, I want him to come in and have a look around but he just stands there and stares at the empty room.
He's about to leave but the wind from my window stops him, he enters my room to close the window, looking around then he stops by my dresser, the drawer was open a bit looking at it his curiosity got the better of him and opened the drawer. "Letters?" Love letters he sent to me that I keeped, but the one on top was not from him It was to him.
To My Love
If you are reading this you're in my room without me knowing if so stop reading now, because I love you.
If you're still reading this then, I'm dead and you were too late, not to help me, or save me, but propose to me. You may be thinking "How did you know you were going to die?" The answer is every few time something big happens I wright a new letter to you, just to let you know how I feel about you and how I can help when I'm gone.
First of all: I love you with all my heart and more, and if I can I'm probably still there with you now as a ghost, just watching you live on.
Second: Live life like when I wasn't there, I mean before we meet and I know you can do that can't you.
Third: No matter what or how, please don't blame anyone for what happened to me, I was my time to go.
Lastly: Move on with your own life, find love, get married, have kids, grow up and grow old with the ones you love. And only then when you die of old age we will be together again, but if you kill yourself I will ignore you for 10,000 years okay. So don't I love you too much for you to do that
My last good bye's are all my friends, I love you all so much.
Please tell them that if you would Mark that I love you all so much.
Sorry I couldn't be there for you my Mark,
I love you all ways
- (Y/N)
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If you couldn't tell, this was a markipler x reader I wanted it to be a surprise.
If you made it this far, there is a box of tissues on the table if you need them.
All thanks to @Timelordsforthewin23 for giving me so many youtubers to go through.
I probably won't go through all of them, probably because I don't watch them :/
Well I hope you liked what you read.
Later ^-^'
