Heyy Im Laniaya :)
Im Only Seventeen I Have Jus Started At College, Its Already Like High School With Da Bitchin, He Said, She Said And Talkin Bout Others! They AintOn Dhat Mature Level Yet Which i Find Really Funniiee. So I Realli Can't Be Asked Wid Dem i Do My Own Ting But i Got Them Gurls Who i Can Alishe, Cha'nae, Tasha And Kiaya i Tell Them Everyting Which Iss Funniiee.
Its Been Kindahh Ruff With The Death Of My Bestfwend Sean, i Was In College Wen i Found Out, He Was My Rock, The Reason For Me Living, Ah Reason For Me To Wake Up EveryDay. I Fought Bak The Tears As i Hung Up And Made My Wake From Lunch i Swiped In And Sat In The Corner And Said Nuffin For The Rest Of The Lesson i Spaced Off In My Imagination, i Was Kindahh My Safe Place. i Sat There And Imaged Sean Alive And Fiddling With Notes On Da Keyboard It Felt So Real That I Got Lost Init, Then Ah Loud Bang Popped Me Bak Into Reality
Mrs Honey: Laniaya Wake Up And Concentrate Please, If Needed Go Out And Have Ah Drink Of Water?
Me: No Thank You Mrs Honey, Im Just Spacing Out And Thinking Sorry. Im Concentrating Now Carrry On Please.
Mrs Honey: Alright Class What Iss The Different Places On The Stage?
i Sat There Amd Listened To Her WELL Try Her Mouf Was Movin BUt No Sounds Came Out, Its Like My Whole World Had Stopped And Bang Like Ahh Gun Shot The Noise Floods Bak Into The Room. Ah Tear Ran From My Eye And Down My Face But i Said Nuffin And Neva Mad Ah Sound.
i Felt Dead Inside, Like i Had No Soul, No Heart And i Was Jus Empty He Ment Everyting To Me He Was Like My Brother Mann
Cha'nae: Niaye Cum On Let's Go Home.
Me: Double Lesson Iss Over?
Cha'nae: Yeahh Its Over Cum On Let's Go Bbe.
Alisha: Come On Yu Two Niaya Smile Bby Gurl :)
i Made My Way To Sean's House As Usual. His Mum Karina Came And Opened Her Make Up Was Ahh Mess
Karina: Hey Pwincess How's College Come In Bby Girl
I Walked In And Straight In To The Frontroom And Sat Down
Karina: How Yu Holdin Up Pwincess?
Me: Yu Knoee i Aint OK But Can I Jus Spend Some Tym In His Room Please?
Karina: Yeahh Go Head And Ima Join Yu Inna Bit, Jus Gonna Make Sum Tea.
i Walked Up To His Room And Picked Up His T-Shirt And Put It On With My Leggings. i Sat At His Keyboard And Played The Song He Wrote Me, i Broke Into Soft Tears And Threw Myself On His Bed And Cried Harder. Karina Entered The Room And Hugged Me Close To Her.
Karina: Cum Here Bby Gurl Look Its Ok Were Gonna Get Thru This, i Told Yur Mum Yur Stayin Da Nite.
Me: Thank Yu Karina, i Can't Believe His Gone! Iss Rakyle Coming Hme Tonite?
Karina: His....... He Iss Hme, His In His Room Honeyy Imma Cook Dinner Now Alright!
She Kissed My Head And Walked Out The Room Leavin Me Alone To i Decided To Go See If Rakyle Was Alright. I Knocked On The Door And Waited For Him To Answer, He Slowly Came To The Door With Tears In His Eyes.
Me: Can i Cum In?
Rakyle : Yeah Cum In
i Walked In And Sat On His Bed, He Was Playing Mini Basketball
Me:Come Here Rakyle............... Rakyle Come Here!!!
Rakyle: Wat Do Yu Want Me To Say Laniaya?,My Bby Brother's Dead And Yu Expect Me To Get All Emotional But We Both Knoee Dhat Aint Me !!
i Sat There And Looked At Him With Tears In My Eyes,i Let Them Jus Roll Down My Face. I Changed The Subject And Watched To The Tv Imagen That Came On That Iss Da Best Film At The Mo. Rakyle Came And Hugged Up With Me.
Karina: Rakyle Me And Harry Are Goin To The Hospital Then The Church, Dinner Is Ready Do Yu Two Behave
Rakyle: Yes Muumm Byee
Me: Bye Karina
The Door Slammed Behind Them And Were Home Alone. We Started a Pillow Fight Then One Feather Landed On My Eyelash.
Rakyle: Let Me Get That........There Yu Go..Niaya Yur So Beautiful.....
He Lent In Slowly And Kissed Me Softly, I Wasn't Expecting That But I Neva Fight Or Pull Away The Kiss Got More Passionate Then Want My Leggings And Sean's Top, I Neva Pushed Him Away Still. We Both Completely Naked And Rakyle Reach In His Drawer For Ah Condom But Neva Open It He Looked Me In The Face.
Rakyle: Are Yu Sure ?
Me: Yeahh Im Sure!!!
I Pulled Him Bak Ans Kissed Him Slowly And Passionately. On With The Dom And In With He Went The Pain Was Serious, Ahh Few Minutes Past And The Pain Became Pleasure, He Was Doing All The Right Things.
He Fell To My Side Ahhh Hour Later And He Slowly Looked At Me, I Sat Up And Quickly Ran For The Showa And Washed. I Walked Bak In The Room He Had Layed Out Sum Clothes For Me,i Quickly Got Dressed In To Da Clothes And Tied Up My Hair. I Sat Next To Him And Looked At Him
Me: Ray Ray Was That Jus Sex Because We Were Upset Or Did It Mean Sumtink To Yu Like It Did To Me ?
Rakyle: i Have Always Been In Love With Yu
Me: But Sean?
Rakyle: He Was Pretendin He Loves Chantelle Not Yu!!! :(
