Dear Sammy, it will all be over soon < and other stories.>

Dear Castiel, (Destiel)

Dear Castiel,

oh Castiel,

It's been too long since you've gone, I miss you good like I thought I never would.

You meant much more to me, more than you could ever see. If you only known.

You were always there for me and I'm truly sorry that it had to be this way,

sometimes I pray for you even though I wont get through,

it feels so nice to believe that you're alright when I know you're not,

You never really learned anything,

Like how to laugh, how to sing.

If only things had ended differently.

I could have shown you a different side to the world,

you hadn't really seen.

I could have taught you how to love and everything else would have been so easy for us

but life had other plans to tear us apart,

not giving us any chance and it's a shame,

if you were here today,

I would tell you everything,

a change of fate would be nice.

We had a connection,

we had a bond,

our chemistry was way to strong and it's a shame.

If only you could hear me pray,

I would say you were the one for me,

I'd even get down on one knee and say,

'lets get married'.

It still hurts,

that I'm the one to blame.

I'm sorry if I let you down.

You were happy and that's enough,

I always thing of you when times get tough,

and wonder were the time has gone.