The Quite one with a Loud mouth

The Awkward silence with a big impression

Ashely

-----------------------Seven days later-------------------------------------------------------------

Ever had those dreams that continue. That's what I had again this morning. It's weird when all of a sudden if I think about my dream. They actually keep continuing or if I forget a dream I happen to have the dream again. It's funny how my dreams work.

I wish I could say the same think about Elizabeth. Lately she's been quite and hasn't been herself. Then I hear that she post this stupid comment saying stuff about true friends and deleted me and Danielle. Rosy wasn't because she didn't care and seems like she trust her more. I honestly didn't care so I deleted her too. I just laughed about it. She could honestly just delete everyone instead of announcing it. There's more important things instead of pity fight which I don't care about.

During school I told Rosy about the weird dreams I been having and she thought I should write about it. For a second I didn't think it would be good but then since they're real dreams which happens to keep continuing. I thought why not.

Today in Rosy and I went in a group to do our Tutorial form. Tutorial form is a form where you write down one problem or question your having trouble with. As always I just pick science so I could be with Rosy. Then next class I took notes and talked to Bryant who was next to me. He kept asking me to draw him a burrito. I drew skeletons but he would take my paper away and write burrito. In the end I took his paper and drew him one. He was so happy.

Nutrition I found out that Rosy invented Elizabeth over for lunch. Danielle and I looked at each other were like WHAT and confused. There was no turning back at lunch. We were now facing with unknown figure. Third period was another run day so after that I was so tired and really thirsty. Study hall I fell asleep because I was still tired. The bell rang and I started wondering if Elizabeth will be with Danielle.

I came in and saw that she wasn't which was good. Bryant started playing with his cards so I took some and started playing with them. Danielle told me that Bryant has been getting annoyed by Elizabeth because she won't stop clinging on him. Then I asked Danielle if it really is good idea to hang out with Elizabeth.

"She's been talking to me in 5th and 6th period. It was like nothing even happened." Danielle explained. "I don't want her sitting there all quite again like last time".

It was few days ago before the restraining order. Our friend Raymond and Elizabeth came over and sat down with us. Elizabeth wouldn't talk and I heard Raymond whispered "Just talk to them." I was mad at that point and told him that I heard than they both left with nothing to say.

"Well I don't want to talk to her either but maybe it's good. Like her talking about her feelings" I said.

"Ashely you know her she won't talk about them and she's changed" Danielle said.

"Yah I just thought. It's too late anyways." I replied.

As much as I hate Spanish this time I wished it didn't end. It's lunch now and Danielle and I walked having thoughts in our head about what might happen. Danielle went to the bathroom really quick so I waited. When we got there she was. Somebody we used to know. At first it was quite until the guys came. Jose sat next to me and whispered to me why Elizabeth was here. Elizabeth mostly talked a to Rosy. I didn't care if she talked to me or not. With Yuri I didn't like when she talked to him. I don't know why I didn't like it. I just had a bad feeling about her talking to him. I wasn't nervous with her talking to Jose because it's funny when he gets scared. We then left the cafeteria and headed to our hang out where Danielle was trying to warn us. After the restraining order we started hanging out with John (at our hang out). I told everyone to wait for me until I got back. I ran to John and his new girlfriend (Mexican chick) Lizzy and told him about Elizabeth.

"It's fine if she comes, we just can't talk to each other." He told me.

I was pretty happy he didn't seem mad. So I ran back, gave them the news and started walking to them. The whole time it was awkward and we tired making small talks. I think it was pretty hard on Elizabeth to see John with Lizzy. Even though she didn't show it. Seem like to me it was eating her up inside. The Awkward silence broke when the bell rang and I was so relieved it did. I told the girls goodbye. Kiss Jose goodbye and hugged Yuri bye. Once I started walking I saw Elizabeth with Lizzy. She was introducing herself to someone she doesn't fucking know and ex's girlfriend. I remember the words she said to Lizzy.

"Hi, my name is Elizabeth. It's nice to see you. Your very pretty, I hope we could be friends". Those words were stuck in my head. Also looking at John's face when he saw them. I had no ideal what she was thinking nor I shouldn't be shocked since she always pull stupid crap like this. I remembered Danielle would tell me that Elizabeth would ask about Lizzy a lot. Also would try to talk to her when they walk to 6th period. Everyday Lizzy would be in front of them walking and Elizabeth would try to make a move. Thank gosh Danielle would stop her. When I heard first think came out of my mind "stalker much".

School end and I went walking with Danielle. I told her what Elizabeth did and Danielle was weird out. She told me more on how she acted. I wanted to throw up when she told me about the bird. Having her be with us didn't seem like a good ideal. After everything that happen I'm just not used to her. Might sound rude but it's true. I don't feel like myself around her. I have to feel serious and ready around her. Later I was dead tired and wanted to get this shit out my head. Before I could I had to talk to John about Elizabeth and Lizzy.

I texted him about it and he said he talked to Lizzy about it. He told me that if she talks to her again the he's breaking up with her. I thought that was harsh but we're talking about Elizabeth. The chick who's hooked over John for the longest time. Who wouldn't admit to herself he hates her and loved someone else. The Girl who's poisoned over him, who's cursed over him....

the girl who made a big impression.