The Day it all Happened

Chp. 4 Jakob's Thoughts

Jakob's P.O.V

When she left I felt alone, cold, and depressed. I mean yeah I like Kayla and all but I've loved Juliet since we met and I long her touch and warm body and lips on mine. I need to call this "thing" I have with Kayla off. I grab my black iPhone 5 and start off a paragraph for Kayla then cancel it all out then type in a new message, explaining my feelings and how we should stay friends and not loose contact and always chat up but we need to start seeing other people.

To: Kayla <3

Hey Kayla ummm......I know you're with your cousins so that's why I'm not calling you to say this. I think we should be friends, I don't want to loose you and all your goofiness and great warm personalties so I think we should be just that and nothing more. I think we should see other people for the time being. I loved you for the 5 months we've been together but I think we should just call off this relationship. Well see you later babe. <3

-Jakob Xxx

I slowly pressed the "send" button beside my message. It showed up delivered. I turned off my phone and about 7 minutes later I checked my phone and saw where she read my message at 7:04 and it was 7:00 when I sent the text. I sat there and sighed. Was I doing the right thing? What if Juliet doesn't want me? Maybe I need this break anyway. I went to the kitchen and made me a turkey sandwich and then went to my room to watch some Ridiculousness.

This is usually what my Fridays feel like even if Kayla were here. I checked the time on my phone seeing it was 8:13 which meant Juliet would be done with ballet in 2 more minutes. She'd be getting home at 10:15 like every scheduled Friday. I was just getting excited for 4/20 tomorrow!

I went to Facebook and changed my relationship status and then my profile picture on Instagram, Facebook, and Twitter. Almost immediately I was getting tweets, tags, and messages from girls wanting to "hmu" I scoffed and tossed my phone on the empty space on my bed beside me counting down the minutes until my love would be home.

"Jakey Wakey I'm hooommme!" That sweet and warm voice yelled awaking me from my nap. I scrambled out of bed and ran down the hall to meet her halfway. She jumped in my arms and I squeezed her with all the love and compassion in me.

"I love you Juliet." I said looking her in the eyes, "Like seriously I want you to be my girlfriend."

"Jakob first of all you're dating Kayla and second of all you I've never seen you act this way before. That's not a bad thing either." She says smiling that gorgeous smile showing here dimples.

"Juliet first of all, I broke up with Kayla and second of all I've always had feelings for you..... like deep feelings Juliet!" I say rubbing circles and patterns on her outer thighs while I'm still holding here in the middle of my hallway.

"Jakob I'm.... I don't..... but how.... I'm speechless Jakob. I've had feelings for you too. You have no idea how jealous and upset I used to get seeing you with Kayla all the time it hurt my heart so bad!" She said almost crying while cupping my face with her tiny hands.

"I love you Juliet Gage Rains." I said kissing her lips fiercely and with compassion feeling her kiss back. She started pulling on the hair at the back of my neck which got a moan out of me, she knew my weak spots. She started to laugh and smile through the kiss and that made me laugh too. We just looked into each others eyes until she put her head in the crook of my neck yawning.

"I'm tired can I sleep with you tonight boo-bear?" She asked her minty breath hitting my neck and jawline.

"Of course you can." I reply.

She changed in to an one of my shirts and not bothering to put on any pants. She crawled up my bed and snuggled into my body. I loved her warmth it comforted me. I wrapped an arm around her waist protectively and pulled her closer into me. About 20 minutes of silence went by until her quietly murmur something while playing with elastic string on my pants.

"I love you too Jakob Edward Casper." That was the last thing she said before I heard her soft snores.

While Juliet was asleep I played with her jet black hair, finding the green, blue and purple highlights. I slowly started to drift off to sleep untangling my fingers from her hair. Dreaming of me and Juliet getting married and having kids and being the cutest old couple ever! We were young when we had our first kid. I was 21 and she was 19. We had a few bumps in the road one major one but I'm not really sure it was a foggy memory. Other than that the dream was perfect. Yeah I know my gay is showing.

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