Why I Want To Wear Makeup! ~ Part 3

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You don't need it!
I understand that, but I need it in order to be completely comfortable in my own skin. I know that's not normal at my age, but it's how I feel. If I could wave a magic wand and my myself confidant and proud, you can bet your butt I would. I don't want crazy colors or dark eyeliner. I just want simple things that will make me more comfortable. It's hard to concentrate on my work when all I'm thinking about is if other people think I'm ugly or fat. As my mother, it's your job to tell me in beautiful and not fat, but I feel the opposite. If I could lose 15 pounds of body fat and have clear skin, I wouldn't think twice. I know what your thinking, 'don't we all wish that?' Yes. We do. But it's not going to happen. So in the mean time. "Fake it 'till you make it, girlfriend"

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