My First... Real Crush

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Q: Who was he?

A: A friend.

Q: When did I meet him?

A: June 10, 2015. The last few weeks of seventh grade.

Q: Did/does he feel the same way?

A: Well, yeah! I mean, look at me.

Q: Did we ever date?

A: It's complicated.

Q: What is his name?

A: Elliott Cassidy

Q: What is my name?

A: Maya Martinez

Q: Do I feel as if this is just a fairy tale?

A: Of course, I do. It's totally unreal!

Q: What song would I dedicate to this situation?

A: True Love by Dove Cameron.

Q: Why on Earth would I like him?

A: For one thing, he's a super nice guy, we have tons in common, and I am totally convinced that he feels the same way.

Q: Do I still like him?

A: Of course, I do. I mean, he's cute and smart and totally hot!

Q: Am I totally in love?

A: Of course not! I'm only 13!

Q: Are we the same age?

A: Yes.

Q: Am I thinking about him right now?

A: Um, obviously, considering that I'm writing about him.

Q: Do we have any mutual friends?

A: Yeah! Most of the friends I made this summer plus my friend, Lana Kandce.

Q: Do I think this is just a phase?

A: Yep.

Q: Do I regret not telling him how I feel?

A: Nope. Mainly because I'm not allowed to date, but also because I've been focusing more on my career now that I don't see him every weekday. One of the main reasons why it wouldn't have worked out even if I were allowed to date is that we live in different cities, but the same state.

Q: Am I putting way too much thought into one entry?

A: Obviously! He's just one guy that I met over the summer and can't stop thinking about, I feel like I'm going crazy.

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