Im sorry

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P.O.V-Liam

Its has been 1 hour since Liah was taken away. As soon as she was Perrie left, saying she would be back. No one is talking, Eleanor , Sophie and Maggie are crying and the boys are trying to comfort them. Im crying as well and Zayn is trying to comfort me. i hear shoes walking into the room and look up I see Perrie. I know she is mad at me, and I honestly don’t blame her, I hurt her bestfriend. I hurt the love of my life and my child. “This Is all your fault” Perrie snaps. “I know” I reply. “You were too focused on Nicole and her baby well fake baby rather then your wife carrying your child when she was told she wouldn’t be able to! NOW YOUR WIFE AND BABY MIGHT DIE! MY BESTFRIEND! OUR FAMILY!” She yells. “I KNOW THAT PERRIE! I KNOW I FUCKED UP! THIS IS ALL MY FAULT I ALREADY KNOW THAT!” I yell back. Everyone looks shocked at my outburst. “are you here for Mrs. Payne?” a nurse asks. “Yes im her husband” I say. “Follow me” she says. I look at everyone else and they all nod. I follow the nurse and she leads me to Liah’s room. There she is hooked up to a few machines. A doctor walks up to me. “Hello Mr. Payne, Liah is going to be just fine as well as the baby. Her sudden outburst was caused from stress obviously and the blood was caused from a miscarriage.” I cut him off. “a miscarriage? I thought the baby was okay” I reply. “the baby is okay, the bleeding was from a previous miscarriage  but from the stress that she has obviously had throughout the pregnancy, she is fine and can leave tomorrow morning she just needs to stay the night for observations. But I highly suggest you try and do your best to keep Liah from being stressed for the next couple months because they are the most important, maybe go on vacation and I suggest you keep and eye on her for dizziness. That’s all” the doctor says. I nod and text the others to come in. I walk to Liah’s bed and she is asleep I pull up a chair and sit down. I grab Liahs one hand with mine and place my other hand on her stomach. I start singing.

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me

But bear this mind it was meant to be 

And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks

And it all makes sense to me

I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile, 

You've never loved your stomach or your thighs 

The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine

But i'll love them endlessly 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 

But if I do, it's you, oh it's you, they add up to 

I'm in love with you and all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea

Maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep

And all those conversations are the secrets that i keep 

Though it makes no sense to me 

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape 

You never want to know how much you weigh 

You still have to squeeze into your jeans

But 

You're perfect to me 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if it's true, it's you, it's you, they add up to

I'm in love with you and all these little things

You never love yourself half as much as i love you 

You'll never treat yourself right darling but i want you to 

If i let you know, i'm here for you

Maybe you'll love yourself like i love you oh and

I've just let these little things slips out of my mouth 

'Cause it's you, oh it's you, it's you they add up to 

And i'm in love with you (and all these little things) 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 

but if it's true, it's you, it's you they add up to 

I'm in love with you, and all your little things.

Liah’s eyes flicker then finally fully open. “Liam?” she says. “Yes Liah?” I reply. “Did I? Did we lose our baby?” She cries. “No babe we didn’t the baby is just fine and so are you. The doctor and I had a discussion and he says no stress so we are going on vacation, I don’t want anything to happen to our baby or you, and I am so sorry I can’t believe I was such a idiot everything I did I am sorry, I love you and this baby.”

“Liam I am so sorry about everything I said I was upset and scared, but I don’t want to leave you, I don’t want our baby not to have  a father, I want to be a family I want to be with you, for better or for worse remember?” I smile and nod. “Liah I love you so much and I cant wait for our beautiful baby to be born and for us to be a family” she leans in and we kiss. Sparks fly. They do every time we kiss or near each other. “I love you to LiLi” she says. And puts her hands on her stomach. I lean down and pull her tshirt up a bit showing her baby bump and kiss it lightly. “Daddy can’t wait to meet you” I say speaking to the baby inside Liahs stomach. Liah giggles and I hear everyone walk in. “the doctor told us everything is okay” Perrie said happily. I nod. “its more then okay” liah says. “And we are going on Vacation” I say excitedly. “Really? When? Where?” I hear them ask. I chuckle. “Yes Simon has it all figured out, we are leaving tomorrow night since both Maggie and Liah get out tomorrow and we are going to Hawaii” I say. I hear a chorus of cheers. I hear liah yawn. “Tired babe?” I ask she nods. “Go to bed hun, Ill be here all night” I say she nods and pulls the blanket up for me to get in. I smile and get into bed. She snuggles into my chest and I hear a chorus of aww’s. “Im sorry for flipping on you Liam” Perrie says. “I honestly understand why you did its fine I would have flipped on me too” I reply. “Ok well we are going to head home goodnight everyone” Zayn says. “Im staying here with Maggie so goodbye guys” Niall says. Everyone says goodbye and exchanges hugs. As soon as everyone is gone I feel my eyelids droop then close completely and I drift off into sleep.

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The baby is okay yay : )

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