Loverboy With A Little Liquid Confidence (Josh Franceschi/Oli Sykes Fanfic)

He's Just Some Loverboy!

*Josh’s P.O.V.*

“Get up” I felt someone slap my face but I just turned over in my bunk.

“Josh, get the fuck up right now or so help me” I opened my eye and saw Sierra standing over me.

“Sierra just cuddle with me” I sighed, as I opened my arms for her.

“Fine, you’re lucky you have three hours until you have to get on stage” She sighed as she cuddled up close to me.

“What are you doing in Minnesota?” I mumbled as I closed my eyes again,

“Chris called and Pierce the Veil has a show a state over anyways. Mike said you’re lucky you’re gay or he would be pretty pissed.”  I sighed and pulled her closer to me, hiding my face in her hair.

“Josh, what’s wrong?” She said as she moved to lie on her back, I sighed and laid my head on her chest as she played with my hair.

“Oli, after that night when I was drunk, he sang that song to me on stage and I thought it was basically him asking me to wait a little longer. Then last night Chris took me outside and I saw him sucking face with some wench and take her into his bus” I said as I gripped her shirt and started to cry. She kissed the top of my head and held me close in her arms and let me cry.

“Shh, darling you’ll be okay” She said as I held her hand in mine, and cried. I love Oli so much I wish everything was different. I wish things where so much more clear not so confusing; I was content with my feelings and my new sexuality and everyone around me was so accepting of it, it didn’t even matter to me anymore. It just hurt so much that I couldn’t have the person I love, we have kissed so many times and have had these talks so many times but I guess after that night he realized that he wasn’t guy and that I was just some phase he was going through.

“He’s just some fucking loverboy” I sobbed

“No, don’t say that. I’m sure he was just a little drunk last night” She sighed; Sierra gave my hand a little squeeze and we just laid there in silence. I’m glad Chris called Sierra, she was usually my voice of reason; she’s helped my through a lot, now she’s here to make sure Oli and I possibly don’t kill each other.

“Sierra, would you do the song with me tonight?” I asked, Sierra was usually Oli’s replacement in the song ‘Bite My Tongue’ she did it pretty well for a girl.

“Fuck yes!” She half yelled, half whispered.

“Is he here?” I asked Sierra as I looked around; I needed to get payback to Oli so me and Sierra made a little thing up

“Oh yeah right over there” She said and waved at him,

“You Me At Six, you’re on!”

“I’ll see you on stage after the song okay?” I said to her quickly before I ran on stage

(Josh) Given the choice would you do it again?  

(Sierra) Of course I would, of course I should

Sierra sang as she hoped on stage at the last part, I looked over to make sure Oli was watching and sure enough he was.

(Josh) Well I’m your friend, friend with benefits.

I sang to her and shrug my shoulders, as I grabbed her by the waist and kissed her on stage. Thank god I was gay or I think Mike would have killed me, and thank god he was okay with this.

I opened one eye and looked over at Oli, his face was priceless. I pulled away from Sierra, and we both smiled and high fived each other before starting ‘Bite My Tongue’