Gokudera

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You never really had found yourself agreeing with the silver-haired bomber. He was always so hot headed and stubborn and even though you knew he was attractive, his personality was always a turn off. Yes tsunderes were cute, but you didn't have the time to waste trying to impress them. In fact, you hardly had anytime for a relationship at all. You were too busy trying to get passed this school year so you weren't stuck in Namimori for your entire life. You had moved from (country's/name) last semester and found out that even though you had been a genius at your old school, going to a new school in a new country like Japan was no easy task. The teaching methods were opposite from yours and taking notes in kanji was always a mess with you. In the beginning, it hadn't seemed too difficult to you. You felt like you were adjusting fine so you decided to expand your social life which wasn't very hard for you. Almost everyone, especially the boys, had swarmed around the your desk almost daily, asking you about what life had been like for you and showering you with compliments on your smooth (s/c), your (h/l) silky (h/c) locks and your bright (e/c) eyes. It made sense to you, you were foreign. You had expected a similar outcome. Pretty soon you found yourself at the top of the popularity food chain in Namimori. You were kind, but could be feisty if you really wanted to be and you were pretty good at sports considering most of the girls there didn't really do much. You stood out. Life was good. As you continued with your social goals, it seemed those notes were getting harder to take and you began to notice your grades were slipping. The real wake up call came with your first semester final of the year. You had failed math. You felt like it was a slap to the face. You never got a grade this bad and dammit you weren't going to stand for it. Once the school day had ended you went to the teacher's lounge even though it was probably against school rules and you had caught your math teacher just as he was getting ready to leave. He told you of his concerns as well and it seems that throughout your social expedition, you didn't even notice your own grades slipping. He did. How could he not? You were one of the best students in the entire class AND you had just arrived! After a long conversation you had convinced him to let you retake the exam with the promise of studying harder. You felt pitied, but you weren't going to let your pride get in the way of your A. This time you were going to ace the exam. So how exactly had you found yourself in front of Tsuna, the loser of the entire school's house? Well, exactly one day after getting your exam results the adorable little brunette had approached you and asked if you could help tutor him and a friend at his house after school. Problem was, it was math. The subject you had just failed. Sheepishly, you scratched your neck and gave him a soft smiled. "Sorry Tsuna, but I actually haven't been doing as well in math lately... I wish I could help, but I don't know what I'd be able to do." His eyes widened and he let out a soft 'Eh?' to which you couldn't help but giggle at. He may have been the loser of the school, but he was the cutest damn loser you've ever seen! "It-it's ok! We can just um... study together! Yeah! That way, we can all study. You know... s-so we can ask questions if we have them? Th-then we won't get confused and have to ask them later." It did seem like a good idea. Well you're not really sure if it did or not because you weren't exactly listening to anything he said, but he looked just like a lost puppy and you couldn't leave a cute little Tsuna with floppy ears and a tail to fend for himself. "Ok! That sounds... like it could work! Can I walk home with you? I don't really know your address and..." You were about to start rambling, but when he heard you say 'Ok', his ears perked up and so did his tail (You know, the ones you had imagined on the poor boy?) and he stopped you in your tracks. "Alright! Meet up at the school gates after school and we can all walk to my house from there!" You were almost as happy as he was, you felt like you had just saved a puppy. So lost in your thoughts, you didn't think about what you did next. *Pat Pat* "Ok! I'll see you then Inu-chan!" He froze and tensed up. "I-I'm really glad everyone left the classroom for lunch..." Just realizing what you did, you scrambled to find the words to say. "Ah! I-I'm so sorry Tsuna! I-! I mean you just looked so adorable a-and my god your hair is really soft. Has anyone ever to-? Bah! I'm so sorry!" Frantically waving your arms, you had no idea what to do next so you did the only thing you knew how. You hugged the very confused In- Er Tsuna and man did you hold on to him with a grip that could compete with I-pin's. That's when the others walked in and to the silver haired bomber, it was confusing to say the least. To see the gorgeous, though he wouldn't admit it out loud, foreign girl holding his boss while bawling out 'I'm sorry' all over the place. He didn't really like it, though he couldn't explain why. "Oi, woman! Get your hands off of Jyuudaime!" You stopped and jumped as high as you could, knocking a few chairs over in the process. You didn't even hear anyone walk in! God what had you done now. "I-I'm really sorry!" Your face was even redder now than before, if at all possible. Man did you ever just want to crawl into a ball and die right now... Not even realizing what he was doing, Gokudera walked closer to you until you were right against the desk. Putting both hands on the desk he had you cornered and though you really weren't intimidated by the delinquent, the position he had put you in looked quite... compromising to say the least. He looked you in your (e/c) eyes growling and murmuring strange threats you couldn't comprehend. You weren't focused on his words though, the fact that your noses were touching was enough to make you feel lightheaded. Hell your brain didn't even know what was going on right now. His silver locks draped and tickled the sides of your face, which made your face feel even more red than before. Your heart was racing. Anything could happen right now and you wouldn't even respond. Your brain was trying to find words, anything at all to spit out of your mouth right now, but nothing came out. So you said one of the few things your brain could focus on right now. "Um, excuse me? Your hair is kind of tickling my face right now..." Your voice coming out soft and instantly ripping him of his thoughts completely. He had completely forgotten what he had been saying. There was a small moment of silence. Tsuna and Yamamoto didn't really know exactly what was going on at the moment. "OI! WERE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO A WORD I SAID?!" He shouted right in your face spitting on you in the process. This snapped you back to the more important matter at hand. You were no longer feeling confused. You actually felt quite insulted. Where you came from, spitting on someone's face without apologizing meant that they felt like they were superior you. Anger suddenly boiled inside your body. You might've taken this small mistake of his rather harshly... "Don't." A shadow cloaked over your eyes. "You ever." Placing a hand on his chest you lifted your leg slightly. "Spit on me!" With as much force as you could muster, you kicked him as hard as you could in the stomach which sent him over two desks before he flopped on the ground. It might have been spur of the moment, but even you were surprised about how far you were able to kick the boy. This however, was no time to pat yourself on the back. "What the hell are you doing? Don't you have any class at all?! First you pin me against a desk and expect me to listen to some long ass lecture and then you spit all over my face when I tell you your hair was tickling me? No! That is not how you treat a girl! You should feel honored! I never tell anyone that their hair is soft!" Tsuna sweatdropped and murmured, "Um, (l/n)-san, you just told me my hair was soft..." You snapped your head his way. "Not the time, Inu-chan... Not the time." With a 'hie!' from Tsuna you brought your attention back to the bomber. He couldn't focus on your words however, it seemed like it was his turn to be surprised (and a little turned on) by your own show of dominance. Your arms crossed over right under your bust giving them a little lift and your eyes were blazing. Your (h/l) (h/c) locks swayed in perfect sync with your movements. He didn't even try to get up, he just kept himself focused on you. Watching and observing your movements. It had caught him off guard and he certainly didn't think of you as the type of person to lash out like this. All the while, Yamamoto let out a small laugh and leaned in towards Tsuna. "Man, they really act like a married couple don't they?" Tsuna turned to his friend. "Ya-Yamamoto! They aren't even dating! A-and if that's what marriage is like, I don't think I ever want to get married." Muttering the last part of the sentence he frowned and felt a pang of despair just imagining Kyoko yelling at him like that. That's when the bell rang signalling the end of lunch. You hadn't even flinched, but it was enough to wake Gokudera from his thoughts. He got up in the middle of you rambling and moved around a desk or two to get close enough to you to reach your shoulders and shake you a little interrupting you little rant. "Are you seriously shaking me now? Dude learn so-" "Oi, lunch is over, people are going to start coming back to class now." It had been too late though. You felt the air in the room thicken with death glares. Looking around the both of you, you saw his fangirls death-glaring you and all of your fanclub on their knees looking rather depressed. "Geez, what's with all of you? You're acting weird." Then you turned your attention to the rather nonexistent space that lurked between the two of you. You let out a quiet 'Oh' and blushed. He seemed to notice this and blushed as well, moving away from you and shoving his hand in his pockets with a small 'Tch.' and you both walked back to your desks sitting down almost immediately. Luckily yours was towards the back and right next to a window allowing you a perfect distraction from the rest of your classes. A certain silver haired boy however, couldn't keep his eyes off of you and couldn't even figure out why.
*Time Skip*
Fiddling with the hem of your skirt a little, you patiently waited outside for Tsuna and his entourage. You weren't quite sure who would show up considering you didn't know who he hung out with. You figured it would probably just be him and Yamamoto since they were the only ones in the class who were truly struggling with any of the material. So why was it you felt nervous? Sure, you had been to a boy's house many times so why did this feel so different? Somewhere deep down, you knew that Gokudera would probably show because of his almost unnatural obsession with his "Boss", but why did that make you nervous?! Maybe it was the past events of the day that were making you feel like this. The position he had put you in... you couldn't lie that you kind of liked it. It was inappropriate and had caught you off guard, but his eyes were so hypnotizing and the lurking scent of gunpowder made you feel alive. For once you felt powerless and while you hated it, you secretly found it... enticing to say the least. You put a hand on your now warm cheeks and realized that you were blushing. No this wasn't a matter to sit here and fangirl over. It wasn't like you and you didn't like the way you were acting. Shaking your head frantically and smacking your head with your fists you began to run around the courtyard chanting 'Baka baka baka'. You didn't even realize the small group that had gathered to stop and stare at the strange actions. "Uh... (l/n)-san? What are you doing?" A confused voice popped you out of your small trance. Looking over you saw the familiar trio and yes to your dismay, Gokudera was there. Well, you couldn't really say you were surprised. But why did he have to come? Sure, you didn't hate him, but he was passing math! You were supposed his rival in that class! You didn't want him mocking you! Plus, you weren't one hundred percent sure how you felt about him at the moment. Even just looking at him made you heart beat a bit faster, but you didn't want to see him here... right? Then his head looked up and he stared directly into your (e/c) eyes. Now your heart was pounding and you felt heat rise to your cheeks. What were you supposed to say? With a shaky voice you looked at them, "Y-yo?" 'Yo?' Really? Was that the absolute best you could do? "Wait, you're the other one that needs-" You ran as quickly as you could and practically tackled him clamping your hand over his blabbering mouth. "Sh-shut up, you idiot! Someone might hear you!" Then you felt something slimy touch the palm of your hand. Your blush only grew more as you tore you hand off of his mouth and realized that he had licked your hand. Wiping the saliva on your skirt you couldn't understand quite how you felt about all of the events between the two of you throughout the day. This had only made you more confused. "Wh-what the actual fuck?!" You could barely form that question. Your mind was so scrambled you didn't even hear Tsuna say, "L-let's go before we cause a scene... people are beginning to stare." Gokudera just smirked and started to walk away making sure to bump your shoulder in the process leaving behind that fresh scent of smoke and gunpowder. "Hey! Get back here!" And with that you started on your way to Tsuna's house unsure of how this study group would work out.
*Time Skip brought to you by a dancing Tuna fish~!*
You must have been spacing out for a while because without even being aware, you were at Tsuna's house. Being so lost in thought you hadn't even stopped walking so your face had met Yamamoto's back. You jumped back and blushed. Bowing slightly you apologized. Apparently annoyed by your lack of thought Gokudera just 'Tch'ed and walked in the house. This confused you. Why was he so mad if it wasn't even him whom you had run into? Walking into Tsuna's house you began to piece together all of the events from today in your mind. Ok first he saw me talking to Tsuna and got mad. But he's practically Tsuna's lap dog so I guess that would make sense... But the way in which he had me pinned against the desk... and he blushed when I commented on his hair! Wait... that may have just been out of embarrassment. But he should have started yelling at me when I kicked him over the desk! Why was he just staring at me?! AH! Boys can be so hard to understand at times! You started hitting your head again and had been so lost in thought, that you didn't even realize Tsuna's mom was standing right in front of you. You paused and suddenly came crashing back down to earth. "Ah! I'm so sorry! Ididn'trealizeyouwerestandingtherehowareyoudoingmynameis(f/n)(l/n)nicetomeetyou!" She blinked a couple times and smiled cheerily. "Oh (f/n) was it? Don't worry about it, it's nice to meet another one of Tsuna's friends! He's told me a lot about you and-" "Okaasan! T-that's enough!" Tsuna stuttered. You thought to yourself curiously. Why would Tsuna tell his mom about me? For some reason, a certain bomber was thinking the same thing and he didn't look too happy about it. Relieving the tension a little bit, Tsuna blurted out, "W-we are going to go upstairs and study now. Yamamoto and I will bring up the snacks in a little bit." Tsuna's mom began to retort saying that she could bring them up, but for some reason he insisted that he and the baseball star bring them up. Following the two up the stairs, Gokudera followed not too far behind you. Who or what could he have associated me with? As far as I'm concerned, none of my friends at school really hang out with Tsuna or anyone in their group for that matter. Once again lost in your thoughts (this really happens to reader-chan a lot huh?) you missed one of the steps and stumbled back a little. Instinctively Gokudera's hand had found your lower back as if trying to steady you. Realizing how close his hand was to your... rear, you blushed and stiffened a little. He noticed this and snickered. "If you had fallen, you would've knocked me over too." He slid his hand off of your back slowly and passed you up the stairs. Although you hadn't pieced all of the pieces together from earlier, his behavior on this trip to Tsuna's house had only confirmed your earlier theory. "He likes me..." You had whispered. "And I think I like him too..." You continued to whisper to yourself. It made sense to you after all. All the gestures and the way you felt butterflies in your stomach every time your eyes met or he was near you. It all made sense now! Apparently you had been mumbling on the steps for quite some time now and a voice tore you from your thoughts. "Oi. Why are you talking to yourself? Get up here so we can start studying." You looked up and blushed when you saw him leaning against the wall at the top of the stairs. He was staring at you again. His gaze reminded you of that of a mischievous cat. He was teasing you. You didn't know that this guy had a teasing bone in his body. You noticed that your mouth was gaping and quickly shut it and practically ran up the rest of the stairs tomato-faced. Damn it, why did he do this to you? You were never this... scrambled and flustered. Could it be that you actually liked him?
*Time skip brought to you by a cute little Tsuna puppy!*
After about an hour of studying, everything began to click for you. Your understood where your mistakes were and realized that it was only a few forgotten steps you had been missing. "Hey Gokudera, can I check my work with yours...?" Finishing the rest of your homework you looked up just to find him staring at you... again! You stared straight back this time, trying to read his face. Just what was he looking at you for? Unless he really did like you... Such thoughts began to brew in your mind and slowly brought a tint of pink to your face. It was small, but it was there. He, on the other hand, was enjoying this. The small blush on your face only brought a smirk to his. He enjoyed the way he could watch you get all confused and flustered just by staring at you. He liked how you always checked too. Call you a bit paranoid, but you would know when someone stare at you. And even though you knew who the culprit was most of the time, you would always check and you would (almost) always find his eyes meeting yours and you weren't the best at staring contests... It would always catch you off guard so you would start to fidget. It was one of those things that only made him tease you more. You thought it was kinda creepy, but he didn't care. He liked knowing that he was the only who could get those kinds of reactions out of you. Noticing the now silent atmosphere, Tsuna glanced up and looked at the two of you. He wasn't quite sure how to read the atmosphere, but he knew he wasn't all that comfortable and decided to leave you two alone. Breaking this awkward silence, he spoke up, "Yamamoto, why don't we go downstairs and see about snacks?" Snapping you a little out of your daze you stood up, "Oh I can come help!" You really didn't want to be stuck in a room with him alone... yet. You wanted to be certain about his feelings towards you. "A-ah (l/n)-san! That's ok! You guys look like you're working hard! Come on, Yamamoto." You would be lying to yourself if you didn't say that he half dragged the poor athlete out of that room. Working hard, my ass! You just wanted to feed me to this wolf! You continued to grumble in your mind, not even bothering to notice the space between you and Gokudera that was slowly disappearing. You didn't even notice that he was right next to you until his right arm and put it across your body to rest on the floor next to your left hip. You looked up and almost knocked his head. You breath hitched at the lack of space between your faces. Your noses were practically touching. Even though you could have easily leaned back, you found your body unwilling to do so. You didn't really mind it as much as it had caught you off guard. His breath (and his hair) was tickling your face. "Why did you want to leave?" Your mind had been in such a daze that you hardly realized he had asked a question. "Wh-what?" He leaned in even closer to the point where your noses and foreheads were touching. Instinctively your hand reached up and placed itself on his chest, but you didn't push him away. "Was it because of me? You really don't trust me do you?" He pressed the thumb of his hand and began drawing circles on the fabric over your hip. You shuddered at the action and you felt like your spine was practically melting into his touch. You breathed out, "Damn it, you're so confusing..." "Hm?" he hummed in reply. "You keep putting me in these kinds of situations, but then you just smirk and walk away! I just don't get it. Do you like me or-" Before you could even comprehend the situation he pressed his lips to yours. There was no real fight for dominance, as you were so confused by the action you almost forgot to return the kiss. His hand began to trace itself up and down your side and you relaxed into the touch. Almost shyly, you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him closer. You tangled your hands in his soft hair and closed your eyes. It was... sweet and gentle, yet it was dominating and sexy. You reveled in the moment. He pulled back only slightly, but just enough to breath out. He moved one of his legs in between both of yours and moved his other hand around you lower back. Easing into his touch you arched you back slightly and let one of your hands slide down until it was resting on his rather firm chest. His eyes scanned from your hand to your slightly pink face. You opened you eyes a little more and brought them up to meet his stare. There it was. That small feeling of being dominated you had suddenly grown to enjoy. For once, he felt a bit nervous to speak. He wasn't sure what he wanted to say to you. Seeing you in such a vulnerable state made him want to do some very... Questionable things to you. You both were at quite a loss of what to say. Instead, you decided to make sure of how you felt. You quickly looked over his face once more just to make sure there wasn't any sort of sign that the kiss wasn't just him teasing you again, but before you could kiss him again he beat you to it. For you, it was even better than the first. As soon as it had started though, it had ended. "Oi. You're mine now, got it?" His words brought a small smile to your face. "Oh really? I'm sorry, I thought I was your kissing practice for your precious Jyuudaime!" You teased. This earned a grunt from him (and a small blush :3). He mumbled an "I don't need practice" before connecting your lips once more. It was much more heated to which you were more than happy to comply. He immediately forced his own entrance which honestly didn't require much force at all and nearly knocked you over in the process. You flung you hands around his neck to keep you from falling on your back and upon leaning back into the kiss fought to gain any sort of dominance. He slid his hand up your shirt only slightly so his hand rested on your bare back. Losing any will to show dominance you moaned into the kiss and allowed yourself to submit to his touch. With his free hand, he fiddled with the hem of you skirt and began to slide his hand up. You moaned and tangled you fingers in his soft locks in response. Before things could go any further, Tsuna and Yamamoto had returned with the snacks. "Haha I told you they acted like a married couple!" The baseball boy sheepishly rubbed the back of his neck. Tsuna (although he had a feeling that something like this would happen) was bright red and was at a bit of a loss for words. You opened one eye and squeaked when you saw the two of them standing there. You tried to nudge Gokudera hoping he would get the message, but of course he was too busy proving to you that he wouldn't need any kissing practice. When the hand that was under your shirt got painfully close to your bra strap you didn't have much of a choice. Pulling you knees in as close as you could you kicked both of his legs out from under him. Since both of his hands were... on you, he had nothing left supporting him. He fell face first into your lower abdomen area to which you gave a small yelp at. Putting both of his hands on either side he hoisted himself back to hovering over you. "Oi, what the hell was that-" before he could say anything else you put both hands on the sides of his face and turned his attention to the duo standing in the doorway with snacks. "Uh... W-we brought a snacks..?" Tsuna glanced anywhere that wasn't the little situation that was you two. Gokudera stood up and immediately began to beg for Tsuna's forgiveness. You sat there and straightened yourself out a bit. Rolling your eyes, the only thing you could think of was the strange relationship you had just gotten yourself into...

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