My lifee

August 23,2015

So last night I text my older cousin to ask her a question. I asked her what her opinion was on how much older a guy should be than you. She said three years and asked why. I told her that I liked someone (APPLE) and she asked who and what age. I told her and she said that he was a sweetheart and that she could see us together as a couple. I've been thinking about this all day. I really like him. He has known my brother for a really long time. I met him at the beginning of the year and liked him ever since. We started to DM  over twitter and then Instagram and then texting. We text for a long time until my brother found out. He said we should stop texting so my crush (I'm gonna start calling him Apple) promised that we wouldn't text anymore. I thought about him like every day and all my friends tried to get me to forget about him but they don't know what I'm going how I feel though. He was my first real crush with feelings and everything. We started talking agin this month. He went to Maine for a wedding and that's when we started talking. We talked about that and a few other things. Our schools are rivals so we play a huge football game every year. We talked about that and he said he was gonna come and talk to me but he didn't get to because the gate people wouldn't let him on our side. You can see some of our conversations at the top or on the side. But we've been talking agin and when she told me that I got really happy. He use to tell me that he promised my brother and that we couldn't talk but now he holds a conversation. Oh and he knows I like him. I was being hard on myself because he didn't like me back but he was nice and told be I was cool and that I was fun to talk to. Just thought I would tell y'all that. I'll tell you what happened today later. Okay so if you don't care,that's fine. If you want to,you can comment things but please NO HATE