My Hater My Lover

Friends....

Merlian

Ngayon na ang alis ko dito sa ospital

Napag handaan ko na ang lahat

Alam nyo na yun!!

Alam na ni lex

Na ngayon ang alis ko dito at sya maghahatid sa kin sa school

Yes i want to back school

I know my head is not totally heal
But i want to gave sorry
For fooling and lying to them

And now were now outside of the hospital and lex were carrying my things to his car

I call him by his nickname
I want to say sorry to him

Me:
Lex
I want to say.... 
That thing
That i have amnesia is not true
(inhale, exhale)

Napatingin sa akin si lex at nagtataka sya sa akin kung ano ang sinasabi ko

I am not have that amnesia
I was lying to you, to everyone
(and then my tears fell down)
I do that because of Jaylee
I was mad at him
I am sorry
I know that i didn't do dot
So blame me now hurt me now lex
I deserve this

Lumapit sa akin si Lex

Lex:
I know that you didn't want to do that
I know you can't do that
I understand you
I can't hurt you or blame you
Your such honest Merlian

Pinahid nya ang mga luha kong patuloy na bumabagsak
At yinakap nya ako

Me:
I am sorry talaga Lex

Lex :
Its okay

Sumakay na kami sa sasakyan

Me:
Ammm
Lex kamusta kana
Patuloy kapabang pumapasok?

Lex:
Yes i continue
And the lessons
I writing you that
Akward nga eh
Kanina ang tahimik ni Bro
May alam ba kayo na hindi ko alam
Katulad ng kanina
You're mad at him?
Why? What reason?

Huminga ako ng malalim

Me:
Kinausap nya ako kahapon nga umaga
At sinabi nya sa akin na wag na akong magpanggap at sabihin ko na daw kung ano ang dahilan
At yun nga
Sinabi ko
Nakakatakot kasi sya
Kaya umamin na ako at sinabi ko ang dahilan ko
Nagalit sya sa akin
I know that it was going to happen
And he said
Its useless
At kung galit daw sya sa akin
Sya lang daw ang sisihin ko
At wag akong mandamay ng tao

Lex:
Why are you mad at him?

Me:
I was mad at him
For rejecting me
I want to be close to him
And he said
Take away from him

Lex:
He don't want girls
Kaya he don't have any girlfriends

Me:
Why he don't like girls?

Lex:
He have reasons Merlian just like you
He was mad at his mom
He don't want to be close to girls
So he promise to himself that never ever liking girls forever

Me:
So he don't want to have wife forever?

Ano sya baog na lalaki
Hindi mag aasawa

Lex:
Just like i said forever

Me:
Kung ayaw nya bat hindi sya mag pari dahil di naman yun nag aasawa dahil bawal

Lex:
He don't want to be a father to church
Na boboring daw sya
Natanong ko na rin yan sa kanya
But he also said he don't want

Me:
Ganon ba
Sabay na tayong pumasok
Mamaya pa naman ang simula ng klase
I also want to say sorry to everyone

Lex:
Your nice
Sasamahan kita if there also want to hurt you

Me:
Lex don't!!
I deserve that
I also hurt them by lying them

Lex:
But i don't want anybody hurt you just by lying them
There's no one can stop me Merlian

Huminga naman akong malalim
Sabi ko nga no one can stop you
Ako nga hindi eh sila pa ba

Nandito na kami sa tapat ng school at inalalayan ako ni lex

Mabilis kaming naglakad papunta sa room namin

Pagpasok namin sa room

Lahat sila nagtinginan
Pati si Jaylee pero agad namn nyang iniwas

Lahat sila gulat sa pagpasok ko
At alam kong sandamak mak na tanong ang sasagutin ko sa kanila kaya maaga akong hihingi ng sorry sa kanila

Me:
Everyone
I want to say sorry
I was lying to everyone that i have that amnesia
But truly i am not
Its not true
I was lying and fooling everyone

(and then my tears fell down again)

Lex:
Don't cry
You have reason right

I thank you that i have friends like Lex he don't want to hurt me and even crying

Me:
Thank you Lex
Everyone i am sorry again

Tinulungan ako ni Lex umupo at umupo na rin sya sa tabi ko

And yes theres a mad boy here
And it was my fault

Nag isahang lumapit ang tatlong girls sa akin
At umiyak sila

Hah
At bakit sila ang iiyak eh dapat ako naman

Girl1:
I am sorry Merlian
It was our fault
We say to them that your suffering from amnesia
By the way
I am Anne Klein W. Aceveda
Nice meeting you
I am sorry again

Girl2:
I am sorry too
Yes its our fault
We are the witnessed to the accident happen to you
So we said to others what happened to you
As your friend and classmate
I am Lydia Deigh B. Casao

Girl3:
Can you accept as a new friend and classmate
By the way
I want you to be our friend
My name is Naureen C. Bejasa

Oh my real
I really have friends
Yes Thank you

Me:
Talaga
I want to be friends to you
Ammm
You is Anne Klein W. Aceveda right
You is Lydia Deigh B. Casao
And you is Naureen C. Bejasa
Its okay i have wrongs too.

Sumigaw sila
Kagulat
Pero i am happy

They said:
So friends?

Tanong nilang tatlo sa akin

Me:
Yes friends na friends

Niyakap nila ako na para bang wala ng bukas

Pati naman akk naki flow na rin

Nagkwentuhan muna kami habang wala pa ang profesor namin

Me:
Bat ang saya saya nyo
Kayo lang ba ang magkakaibigan at wala na noog elementary pa hanggang ngayon?

They said:
Yes kaya ang saya saya namin
We have no friends

Kaya pala eh
Kanina pa ako kinukutuban eh
Di ko na napigilan kaya nagtanong na ako
Wala namang masama
Try try din

Me:
Transfer ba ba kau dito ngayon ko lang kasi narinig yang mga pangalan nyo?

They said:
Yes four days ago
When the accident happen
We are going to your room because same tayong lahat
Bat nakita namin ikaw na naglalakad at kita naming mababangga ka ng kapatid ni Jaylee
Tatakbo sana kami bat were too late then a guy help you ammm
Nathan thats guy help you and isinugod ka sa hospital then after that Lex and Jaylee went to the hospital too

Did i hear Jensleen Little brother ni Jaylee

At sya rin ang bumangga sa akin

Gosh
So his little brother bump to me

I am so mad at you Jaylee same as yours

They said:
I know you will be mad
But we hear
They pay all cost of your medicine and your study
Swerte mo girl

Anong swerte don sila lang nagbayad pero hindi naman sila ang nasaktan at nasagasaan
Para pera lang
Maswerte sila pero kung sakali

Ipakukulong ko ang kapatid mo Jaylee!!!