A Bit of Love Hate

It wasnt me....

There was a loud scream as I woke up.After that I realised it was mine.I heard Lou, Niall, Harry and liam running into my room wispering.They ran in with shocked faces staring in my direction.Loki woke up and lyed in my lap licking my hand.There was blood on my pillow and on the duvet.Niall had a really odd face as he looked at the duvet.He probably thought I had my period.Lou looked at me with tears in his eyes.

"Food is calling, and the blood, well Im not a girl dont ask me for the...errrr I dont know how they are called....Oh ye pads dont ask me...."Niall said as he ran out the door.Lou giggled...i must have too bcuz my head spun hard.Lou couaght me b4 i fell off the bed.He sat me on his lap.Liam and Harry left with smiles on their faces.I looked at Lou his blue eyes shimering and he was biting his bottom lip.

"Lou...Thanks...Im sorry for waking you up..What time is it?"I managed to say..He looked disappointed..I think he wanted me to say sumtin...else...

"Errr well its 5am..beter get back to bed."He said and kissed my forehead.he put me down onto the bed and changed my pillow.He went and came back with a warm duvet saying Larry Stylinson on it...AWWWW I was almost in tears.He covered me in it and when he was about to go I grabbed his hand and pulled him over.He sat on the side of my bed.

"Dont go i-" I couldnt say it If i said I love him he might freak out and say all fans say that.He bent over and his lips touched my ear.

"I love you El"He whispered.I grabbed his head and he climbed onto me.He smiled a warm small smile.His perfect soft lips touched mine and his arms were around me.I put my legs around his torso.loki stared at us and we laughed when he barked and yawned..I bet we werent so entartaining.We continued kissing for ages and then his tongue went into my mouth.I breathed heavily.Lou left the door open as asual.It soundeed like we were having sex.He breathed in more heavily than i did.he went up and down as he kissed me.I was only in a black and pink bra and matching underwear.He was only in his boxers.His hips sticking into my "thing".That made me breath more heavy.He unclipped my bra and was about to take it of.

"Echem guys Im trying to sleep here can you atleast close the door"Niall whispered yawning in beetween each word.We giggled and Niall closed the door.Lou got of me and rubbed Loki.He lied down and I laid my head on his chest.I fell asleep.I dreamed of Lou and me.When I woke up I was on my right and Lou's leg around mine and his arm around my waist.I turned to him..He was stil asleep.I streched and took his leg of mine.I looked and saw my bra lying on the ground...Oh great i forgot to clip it.I put it on and Lou woke up.

"Goodmorning hun."He said with a sleepy tone.I hugged him tight and thought of what might have happened last night.We got dressed and went for breakfast.Niall finished eating b4 everyone else and only wanted more.Me and Lou got into the car. I needed to go to school today.

"Hey El..Listen Tom and Stacy had sex in the office a week ago..Stacy is pregnant and Tom got detention for like a month they are both supended..But they are coming back today."She said worrily.I thought of me and Louis...Ahhhh we are amaZAYN together.We went into class and saw Stacy with a black eye.

"What happened Sc?"I asked her.She looked at me got up and tolld me to follow her.We went behind the school."Look what you have done to me!!!!!!Im a monster now...Oh wait no Im not.....AM I PRETTY?"She screamed..She was exept for her pimples..They were worse then toms..

"Yes your the prettiest."I lied...She smilled and a tall muscely fella came up behind her.She stepped away and he punched me hard.He cursed and he fuaght me.I got angry and jumped on him.He fell and landed in glass.There was blood everywhere.His eyes were closed.I felt for his heart but there was nuthing there.I rang Lou....he didnt ancer.Stacy laughed

"He desirved that....Thank you El...Im sorry for everything..Help me. ple-"She didnt finish the sentance a fella came up behind her and took her clothes off I couldnt stand her screaming so i closed my eyes I ran to save her but something knocked me out.I woke up and heard sirens and people talking.

"Hey you...Come here did you rape this girl?"A police officer cought my attention..He was big and fat.

"No it was thos fella..two of them i thiink they just came and.."I saw Lou's car.I ran as fast as I could got a taxi and drove to their house.They were all in the sitting room.Niall went of into the kitchen,Liam and Danielle went to the beech Perrie and Zayn went with them and me and harry stared at each other.

"Hazza...My friend got raped she I it wasnt me I-"Tears were streaming down my face.He hushed me and tied his arms around my neck.He touched my face with his big hand.Lou came into the house.

"Oh ok ur-grand I need to change and go to the bathroom"He said and ran upstairs.harrry rolled his eyes and kissed me.His tongue was in my mouth b4 i new it.He lay on top of me and took my clothes off.We kept on kissing.I was in my underwear.He stopped and looked at me.He took down his boxers and thrust into me.I moaned.

"Harry stop Harry please stop."I said but it felt good.I was scared someone could come in.But he kept on going faster swet came down his cheecks.He looked uo and got of of me.I looked up and saw Lou.Tears rolled down my cheecks I put my clothes on and looked at Harry.

"Im sorry El I didnt know."He said he put his head in his hands."Its ok I think Ill talk to him"But I could hear my voice shaking when I said that..What have I done..What was I thinking about?It wasnt me..It wasnt my fault..It was Harry..No i couldnt blame it on him.