up all night

part 7

Tobys pov
My feet carried me to the place I met Tim. Once I arrived, the sun was about ready to set. I looked around.
The orange and purple light lit up the dark red roses, making them dance with different colors. Stars lit like diamonds in front of the setting sun.
I smiled as I took in the view.
My eyes landed on a dark blue envelope. I picked it up and carefully opened it. I took out the letter it held.

Dearist Toby,
You may not see me again. I am going to confront Zalgo, to try and win back my mortality. If you don't see me ever again, I just want you to know, I love you with all my heart. Before I died, I had never known what love was, but when I met you....I finally understood.
Your my everything....
Love,
Tim

Tears fell one by one from my eyes. I fell to my knees and sobbed.
Your not alone
My phone vibrated. I pulled it out to see it was Brian.
Together we stand
'Hey I know u don't want to be my bf but.....do u at least wanna be frnds?'
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
'Of course'
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
I stood up and walked back to the mansion.
No I won't give in
I sighed deeply as tears still fell from my face.
Keep holdin' on
Cause you know I'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I walked up the creaky stairs of the mansions porch.
There's nothing you can say
There's nothing you can do
I ignored everyone's stares and questions as I walked up to Brian's room.
There's no other way
When it comes to the truth
I knocked on his door cautiously.
Keep hold in on
Cause you know
I'll make it through
Brian opened the door with tear stained cheeks.
So far away
I wish you were here
Before its too late
This could all disappear
"T-toby?" He asked shakily.
Before the doors close
And comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
"Yea...?'' I replied.
Keep holdin' on
Cause you know
I'll make it through
I hugged hip before he could say anything. He hesitantly hugged me back.
Just stay strong
I let all my tears fall.
Cause you know I'm here for you
He held me close as I cried on his shoulder.
There's nothing you can say
"I'm sorry, Brian." I said looking up to his brown eyes.
There's nothing you can do
"For what toby? You didn't do anything wrong." He said wiping away the tears with his thumb.
There's no other way
When it comes to the truth
"But-" I was interrupted by Brian kissing me.
I didn't pull away, nor did I kiss back. I just enjoyed the feeling.
So keep holdin' on
Cause you know
I'll make it through
He pulled me into his room as he pulled away, closing the door. He then laid me on the bed.
Here me when I say
"I belive nothing's gonna change destiny, whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly"
He crawled in next to me.
Keep holdin' on
Cause you know
I'll make it through
He snuggled up to me and wrapped his arms around me. I felt....safe, like I did in Tim's arms.
Just stay strong
Cause you know
I'm here for you
I let a tear escape as my thoughts drifted to him.
Nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way
When it comes to the truth
This felt so....wrong. yet, I felt safe and cared for.
Keep holdin' on
Cause you know
I'll make it through
Why was I doing this?
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way
When it comes to the truth
I mean, I love Tim. Right? I fell in love with a ghost, a perfect, ghost who....who means everything to me, right?
Keep holdin' on
"Cause, you know I'll make it through...." I heard a whisper like voice say in my ear.
"Brian, I'm sorry, I just....I..." I gave up on my words and ran into my room. I closed and locked my door. I let all my tears flow free as I slid down against my door.

What did I do?

--a/n hiiiii! Well the bold was lyrics, in case you were wondering. The song is called keep holdin' on by Avril lavighne. Sorry if it doesn't match this to well. I was looking for a song to put in here so I decided to use this one. Oh, and I probably should mention, this (I guess) will be a timxtobyxbrian story, if you haven't figured that out already. And again, still looking for an editor. Also, know accepting requests for stories as long as its not a lemon. (I might have to make an exception for that if I keep playing truth or dare. (-_-)) ok bia~