Beautiful liar
Unspoken desire
How you loved to play with me
Twisting and churning my heart how you pleased
I was a fool for even loving you
Should have known all you were was an illusion
Something so close, but out of my reach
So I drive myself insane still dreaming of you
Laying awake thinking of what should have been
But then those thoughts vanish, leaving me with a void
Memories flash within me, torturing me with your lies
Did you not see me standing beside you?
Why do you act as if I was never enough?
I was left waiting in the rain for you, but you never came
So I roamed, looking for you desperately
But all I found was your dirty little secret
Did you think I would never find out about your betrayal?
About all those lies you fed to me?
You made me seem like such an idiot
But I guess you enjoyed the show
You make yourself appear so innocent
But I soon realized that there’s much more to you than I will ever know
Even still, I keep on wanting you
I may be wrong and I may be a fool
Going back to the one who was so cruel
But I’ve realized that I will never stop loving you
