[A/N: hey guys! my name is Ariel. I'm a Canadian girl who loves R5 with all my heart. This is a story kind of based on my story that I tend to dream about every night. I love Ross more than anything. This isn't a chapter, it's more of an introduction. So here it does..
-Ariel:)]
Introduction
Feeling the chilly breeze blow through my long blonde hair. My eyes filling themselves up with water which slowly spewed out and down my cheek. My heart snapping in half; breaking into small little bit slipping and making my stomach ache. I wish I was better then I was now; wishing I was perfect enough for you. The pounding in my head and the pain in my chest caused me to fall to my knees. Tears falling quickly down my cheek; I'm bringing a thunderstorm to the earth.
Walking into my room with shameful fear in my eye. Looking in the mirror; wishing I was prettier and I wish I didn't exist. I brushed my bangs over my eyes to hide the face I was crying. I looked at my phone to see millions of texts from people. Millions of questions being asked making my head want to explode. As I picked up my phone, I shut it off and threw it onto my bed. I took one last deep breath before leaving the room.
I walked into the bathroom and turn on the light. Slowly walked over to the sink; and turned on the tap, letting cold water run down the sink. I went over to the top shelf of the closet; to find a silver blade sitting there. I grabbed it and walked over towards the sink. I set my arm under the icy cold water as it soaked my arm. I took the blade that was sitting next to me and held it. I pointed it to my inner arm as I took one last deep breath. I let out a small squeel as it cut through my skin, leaving a trail of blood following behind.
It hurt. I wanted pain. That's all I needed. I heard a bang on the door. "STOP! Don't do this!" the voice called.
I ignored and left 2 more cuts on my arm. I watched the blood over flow from my arm. This is what I want. I don't care anymore! The door flew open. I collapsed on the ground. The room started to get darker. This is the end of me. I closed my eyes for the last time. The last word I heard was my name being called.
[A/N: so what did you think of the "introduction"? It's dramatic I know. Once you read to chapter 1, you'll understand better! Comment and vote! Means a lot:)
~Ariel:)]
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