Summer Kisses (Completed)

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18th August, 2015

The morning sun hit Lillian's face and she blinked and turned her head to see the love of her life sleeping beside her. His even breathing stated he was still sleeping and she smiled and slipped out of the bed feeling pains in areas she never knew she could feel pains in. Entering the kitchen, she prepared omelette and coffee with toasted bread and put it on a tray and happily entered her room. Wrapped in Jason's long sleeve shirt, she sat on the bed and watched Jason stir in the bed and she left to enter the kitchen and eat. She stopped eating to stare at Jason who came out with his cup of coffee in his hand.

"Hello." She greeted him with a peck on the lips and received a harsh and cold reply by Jason turning his head away from her. 'What's wrong?" She asked and wrapped her hands around his waist.

"Get off me." He said harshly and Lillian was confused but she still remained. "Get your fucking hands off of me!" He screamed and Lillian released him from her hug. "Carmen, last night was a mistake a very drunk mistake." He said and dropped his empty cup on the kitchen counter. "Let's forget it." He said and Carmen stood frozen and fought back the tears that were trying to fall on her cheeks.

"But we clicked you said--"

"Fuck what I said! You were a virgin! I wouldn't be able to look at your brother the same again."

"There's nothing to talk about." Lillian said and tried to close the door but Jason held it opens and she couldn't do much with a baby in her arms. "Sure, come in you couldn't get that I was trying to close the door on you." She said sarcastically as Jason entered her small apartment she called home. "Pleas be quiet as possible." She said and went into her room and dropped her baby in the crib in front of her bed and took five seconds to calm her nerves. Coming out, she realized Jason had served himself a glass of her homemade mango juice.

"Hi." He greeted and placed the cup in her sink overflowing of dirty dishes and begun to wash her dishes and rinsed it. "You're still messy." He said and begun to arrange the pillows on her couch and threw away the dead flowers and poured the water into the sink and watched it drain. "Messier." He said.

"Thank you but if you came here to clean my place I can call a service." She said as harshly as she could but he just laughed and his laughter was still sexy and made her heart flutter. "You're right, you can call a service but why do that when you have me."

"I have you?" She asked and scoffed. "I remember very clearly that happened some night ago and in the morning someone told me I never had them." She said referring to the their night together and their morning fight.

"Good, I'm glad you brought that up because I need to talk to you about that night and morning." He said and Lillian bit her lower lip. "You're doing that thing with your lips." He said. "Are they mine?" He asked and Lillian forced a laugh.

"How cocky of you. I got raped two days after we slept together." She lied and Jason came closer to her and she backed away. "Please don't come any closer and stick to your end of the bargain." She said referring to their argument the morning after.

"So you were drunk and can't remember anything." Lillian said more to herself to calm her breaking heart. "And you wish we forget everything." The best and most passionate time of my life, she didn't add and Jason nodded his head in agreement and she splashed water on her face in her kitchen sink. "Fine, you may leave."

"Carmen, it's your fucking virginity. Why didn't you stop me?" He asked. "Carmen, I am so sorry." He said and broke Lillian's heart even more. "I regret everything." He said and Lillian felt like punching him. "Let's never talk about it or think about it."

"I'm sorry." He said. "I can't believe I touched you and anything I said last night was drunk talk." He said and Lillian remembered all the pillow talk they had had last night.

"We have noting to discuss, we both made a mistake and now here you are trying to claim paternity over my two babies who sadly their father is a rapist." She said as the memories started resurfacing.

"I k now you're lying. Your left eye is ticking." He said. "So you weren't raped." He stated and Lillian kept quiet. "Your whole family knows you're lying about the rape," He told her and she opened her mouth in shock. "Don't worry, I have put two and two together and I'm willing to take a paternity test."

"How proud are you? Thinking their yours! I was pissed off so I went and decided to be promiscuous." She said and knew her left eye was ticking.

"I have to catch my flight to the city, my parents need me." Jason said and Lillian didn't turn to face him. "I need my shirt." He said referring to the 'dress' she was wearing, knowing she was naked underneath she entered her room and came out 7 minutes later properly dressed in her pajamas and handed him his shirt and he took it--more like snatched it--from her.

"So you don't remember anything from last night." Lillian said with as much strength as she could. Not even your declaration of your love? She kept her mouth shut. "So it was a mistake." She said and took a deep breath. "Goodbye Jason." She said and a minute later heard her front door close and she fell on the floor and all her tears came pouring out.

"Fine Jason! Their your children! Are you happy?" She asked with tears in her eyes and Jason hugged her and she realized how much she had missed him.

"I'm going to tell your family. Especially your brother."