War Is Love

Chapter one

        (A/n): LouT_omlinson was my very first wattpad account and that's where I made my first story "I can't change" I couldn't update it cause I forgot the password to that account so now I'm making this. you can go check it out if you want. This Larry fanfiction isn't a smut or anything inappropriate, it's more soft and meant to be cute, not sexual, well.. Just a little bit not way too much like most of them. Since Harry's in 10'th grade, I'm using old photos of Harry. Hope you like the story :)x.

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        I came home from the library one night and the first thing I saw was my mum in the family room with her hand over her mouth crying. I asked her what was wrong but she kept shaking her head and backing up. I was getting worried. She had the phone in her hands and it began to ring. Without saying anything, I took the phone out of her hands and held it to my ear

"Hello?" I answered

"I'm sorry ma'am, but he's gone" the phone replied. Mum fell to the floor sobbing even more. I've never been more confused in my life.

"What's going on?" I yelled feeling terrified

"Where's dad?" I added. Mum looked straight at me with her red eyes, that's when I was starting to get second thoughts

"No... No" I quietly repeated

"He got into a car accident...he's dead, HE'S GONE!" mum yelled and cried even harder. I felt like I just got shot in the heart. Tears slowly ran down my face as I broke down as well. Is this a dream? I've never been so hurt in my whole life. I lost my father.

I've been crying for hours, My eyes were getting sore and my voice was shaking up. I haven't seen Gemma all day, I wonder if she knows what just happened. this was the worst day of my life, the worst part was that I actually believed it'd be a good day. I took out a blade from underneath my pillow and started cutting. My wrist was in pain and feeling tingly. I cut in deeper trying to hold in my tears. Blood begun gushing out of my wrist like crazy. I went to the washroom to wash the blood away. My wrist was still bleeding a bit, I took a roll of toilet paper and wrapped some of it around my wrist to keep the blood from coming out. Finally it stopped bleeding which gave me the time to just cry myself to sleep. It's even worse that I have to face school tomorrow.

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        It was 7am and my alarm clock rang. Sometimes I feel like I wanna throw that thing out the window.
"Harry wake up!" Mum said as she walked into the room sounding angry
"Just 5 more minutes" I replied
"No, get up now!" She raises her voice and walked off. I was still feeling heart broken cause of what happened the day before, I honestly felt as if I couldn't get out from my bed.

        I changed into a dark blue sweater and black jeans then went straight downstairs. There I saw Gemma looking down at her breakfast just moving her fork around as if she wasn't hungry. I sat down across from her.

"Gemma" I said

"What do you want?" She replied. Her voice was shaking and it sounded like she was going to cry, it'd be better if I didn't mention dad
"... Never mind" I looked down while checking my phone.

"Bye mum, I'm leaving to school" I said as I took my bag and walked to the door. I put my shoes on and left.

On my way to school, I like listening to music, it just helps me get through the pain. While on my way to school, I noticed someone walking out of their house.

"Bye, I'm leaving" He says. I didn't know who he was, he had chocolate brown hair, it was flippy. To be honest he was really good looking. He walked out of his house and walked right in front of me. We both made eye contact and I quickly turned away. I think he was going to the same school as me, well I hope so.