Me, falling inlove

Introduction

Here we go again. Continuing the "we're not close" attitude with Drew. But as days go by, I feel like I gotta have him. But it hurts.

It was about 8:40 in the evening when, since we stayed at the dormitory, went downstairs to fill my tumbler with water. I noticed him. I didn't even approach him or even say hi because if I did, that could mean I'm giving myself false hopes. I don't wanna get hurt again. Not at this time. Not at this school. Not by this guy.

As hours tick by, it gets harder and harder for me to avoid him. I keep liking him. I am having a crush on him. I don't know why but maybe its because of the fact that he is sooo cute, he's really kind by the way so if he says a baD word, that's definitely a turnoff.

Can't help but drool over him even if I know I'm getting hurt because im actually helping him with my dorm mate who, by the way is his crush. So whenever I tell them to sit beside each other, my heart is secretly falling to peices without them even knowing that they're stepping on My fragile heart. It hurts. SERIOUSLY